Well, at least I like the basis of it. It goes something like this ( Read more... )

I wrote this a long long time ago, but my aunt really liked it, so I'm going to post it. Also, my aunt is publishing my poetry in the local Neilsville, wisconsin paper. And I even have an interview. Weird. In other news, I've now lost ten pounds! Yay! Not sure how much total I'm going to lose, but I might just go for the big Five Oh. Enjoy ( Read more... )

So, you all know that boy. The one who just... left the country and sent me an email saying we couldn't even be friends anymore instead of saying a damn word to my face? Well, he managed to slip into my dreams. In my dream (I can see it so vividly) he and I had met in a public place, I think it was by accident. And I asked him 'I thought I said I ( Read more... )

I do seem to only post when I'm unhappy - when I feel disconnected from people such that I have no one I feel comfortable just calling and crying to or just no one who is on my schedule. Or maybe it's just because I really, really hate feeling vulnerable. Bad things happen to me, and I hate that I can't trust anyone anymore ( Read more... )

So... I had an interesting Vday. Shortly said: stayed in a room with 80% lesbians, 2 straight girls, and 3 gay guys.... playing spin the bottle... and strip spin the bottle. All the while watching porn. Straight porn. Horror porn. Pirate porn.... Yes. Then made out with that lovely girl from new years past. And holding hands. Why are girls so ( Read more... )

I realized that I wasn't being very eloquent in my last post or explaining myself in any way, shape, or form. This, I hope, will clarify ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Heather!

I failed at dancing and I failed at life ( Read more... )

It certainly wasn't by chance or fate. Maybe there's some lesson to learn behind all of this. Maybe it's just another obstacle on my way to whatever ending there is to this journey. Maybe I have to find the strength to overcome what I've gotten myself into and get myself out of it ( Read more... )

Vagueness ( Read more... )