it has really been a while since i wrote anything so i figured that i would tell you all what is going on in my life as of now. in 9 days i'm getting married to matt. OMG!!!!!!! that's the real big news ne ways that's all i want to write. goodnight! much love...hugs...kisses to everyone. buh-bye

The Soon-to-BE Mrs. Davis

have you ever had one of those days when you think that you are just going to explode and you can't figure out why? well it's been that way for a few days and i just have no fucking clue why. i mean there is nothing wrong in my life, for once i have a great life. the past two years living here in nre york have been great it's just that i don't ( Read more... )

hi to all you bitches stuck up north in the snow and hail! right now i'm in florida right now and i'm enjoying the warm weather. so let's see what has been going on? umm... i got here on friday dec. 30th... matt and i have been doing alot of things seeing the town in which i grew up in. we went to the melbourne beach to walk around the beach and ( Read more... )

ummmm...christmas weekend yeah! i spent christmas eve at home with my family and matt. on chrirstmas eve i spent the night overr at matt's house. waking up next to him in the morning was nice. i rather quite enjoyed that part of it. the whole cuddling thing all night was great too except the whole sweating factor that is not new but matt sweats ( Read more... )

right now i'm just feeling a little confused and frightened about what the future might hold for me. i am now a senior and i will be graduating in june of '06. i mean i have plans for college and i have a general idea of where i want to go after that but i just wonder sometimes if i can make it. i plan on going to Orange County Community (OCC) for ( Read more... )

how to begin to describe what happened today, let me see first off i only got about an hour or so of fucking sleep (3:45 am -5:15 am ), this morning i got my fucking period...oh joy for me...tripped at work and bashed my arm into the doorframe...it hurts like a bitch...also someone told my aunt that i am dating matt davis and that i'm using chris ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i have written anything in this lovely journal of mine so here is my random thought of the day or i guess you can call it just my venting on my feelings today which ever one you want ( Read more... )

let me see how where to begin...my last entry was about 8 days so alot has happened...i got to see my baby alot...i finally figured out what has been bothering me i'm afraid of commitment and i have come to realize how serious this relationship has started to become... to be completely honest i never thought that i would still be with him and now ( Read more... )

lately i have been feeling like i am in everyones way and that if i was to disappear no one would really miss me or even notice that i was gone. i just have a lot of thoughts on my mind right now and i am becoming confused about a lot of things in my life. there are times when i think that the people around me would just be better off if i just ( Read more... )

today was another very busy day...one of those days when you don't sit down for almost 8 hours but that didn't bother me all that much because i got to see my baby and that is all that matters to me...he made the day worth it becaue i had to stay after for a few extra hours cuz aunt dotty was my ride so i was hanging out until 7 pm so i got to see ( Read more... )