would anyone really miss me?
lately i have been feeling like i am in everyones way and that if i was to disappear no one would really miss me or even notice that i was gone. i just have a lot of thoughts on my mind right now and i am becoming confused about a lot of things in my life. there are times when i think that the people around me would just be better off if i just left. then they wouldn't have to deal with me and my stupid bullshit. i just think that it would be better for them. i think thst they would be better off if i was gone. i don't think that anyone would really miss me anyways. they would just go on with their lives like nothing happened. what does it matter anyways right? not like i'm important or anything like that. i am just me and that isn't worth all that much if you think about it. i guess people would really be better off with out me. well what's it matter right if i was to disappear or if i was to stay i would still be in somebodies way no matter where i go. even if i did leave here it would be the same no matter where i went, i don't think that there is anywhere that i belong or where i would fit in especially in this world. i just really don't know anymore...i'll talk to you all later maybe