today was great...not!
how to begin to describe what happened today, let me see first off i only got about an hour or so of fucking sleep (3:45 am -5:15 am ), this morning i got my fucking period...oh joy for me...tripped at work and bashed my arm into the doorframe...it hurts like a bitch...also someone told my aunt that i am dating matt davis and that i'm using chris as a fucking cover...from what i heard it was fucking Jimmy and he is going to get his assed kicked if it really was him...when aunt dotty confronted me i told her that matt and i were just friends which is half true...also to make it all even better my mother is up here to visit...oh joy...i just don't need this shit right now i am fucking serious i might just check myself into a nut house while she's here...she is going to be here until July 21st...god and goddess fucking help me!...i am really close to just giving up i mean i really can't take this shit anymore i just everything to go away for a while but i don't know how i am going to go do that or how far i would have to go until i would be happy...far far far away from her and all the stupid fucking people i work with and have to deal with on a daily basis...i just want to gey away but i just don't know where to go...i think that at this very moment that anywhere but here would be a great place to go but i can't leave the house because i'm grounded because of fucking Jimmy...i am really pissed off at him right now and i swear to god that i am going to snap at any fucking moment...i got to go i'll ttyl