When it's bitter add sugar ( Read more... )

im sick of trying to be there for for everyone when they cant even pretend to care that i am there. i fucking quit. im sick of being the only one who seems to give a damn about other peoples lives.im sick of caring more than anything for everyone around me, and them ignoring me. not caring that i care or caring about anything in my life. so fuck ( Read more... )

is it over yet?

so today was a very very shitty day. nothing went right. some bad things were worse than others, but everything sucked. everything seems to hurt. i cant breathe. im exhausted but i cant sleep.  ill probably drug myself here in a bit to fix that.  one of the benefits to everything going wrong is that i cant eat.  it makes a diet so much easier when ( Read more... )

I want you, you, you
All I want is you, you, you
All I want is you
Give you the stars above, Sun on the brightest day
Give you all my love, if you would only say
I want you, you, you
All I want is you, you, you
All I want is you

--tom waits

“Anyone here had a go at themselves
for a laugh? Anyone opened their wrists
with a blade in the bath? Those in the dark
at the back, listen hard. Those at the front
in the know, those of us who have, hands up,
let's show that inch of lacerated skin
between the forearm and the fist. Let's tell it
like it is: strong drink, a crimson tidemark
round the tub, ( Read more... )

well.. enjoy...

I wrap my arms around your neck and press closer to you my body growing hot with anticipation,pulling you into my lap,i push you back, kissing your lips gently but passionately. i start kissing your jawline, out to your ears, and down your neck. i slide my hands up your shirt, dragging my fingertips lightly across your stomach and ( Read more... )

if we were to be born knowing who we are there would be no point to living.. you gotta live and love and learn and grow and experience and just.. idk... im not making sense.. but.. your not supose to ever know who you truelly are.. it takes the dazzle out of life ( Read more... )

 
Feeding Earthworms

By: Savage

The sky above me opens wide and begins to release the sweet clear nectar of the heavens. I open up my arms and stare straight into the heart of the almighty creator as I embrace the cold, pure rain that is falling upon me. I become a human sponge as my soul absorbs every drop of liquid that I come into contact with. The ( Read more... )

I open up another bottle, because I’m not numb enough to forget her yet. The thoughts of everything have all but escaped me tonight. Vivid memories seem to be the theme in my mind this evening. I can still see the perfection of her incredibly flawless beauty. The sound of her soft whispery breath echoes inside me. I can smell the shampoo in her ( Read more... )