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Okay. WOW so this thing has changed alot, it literally just took me five minutes to figure out how I could see my friends page that havent posted in a while. And I am going to make the same post on Myspace, and Facebook, I don't twitter I have not one single clue what Twitter even is anyway, but I hear its a great stalking tool, and from the ( Read more... ) -
Life lately
UGH waiting patiently on my doc to call so I will know if I can go straight to the air port or back to the hospital. Well I have to go to the hospital anyway to pick up my patches cos apparently you have to stop smoking before they will give you any birth control pills...something about a stroke. I guess I'll quit I man I kinda have a choice... ( Read more... ) -
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Been a while, Myspace has been my default thing for a while, and then I started to realize that certain people dont need to read certain things, and start more shit. Lets just say that I am having a very rough time right now, and I dont even know why. It's like the song says, I cant bring myself to light the fuse and walk away. And I cant. If I ( Read more... ) -
What is the answer?
So I found out that I was the problem, the cause of everything. My lack of sexual desire has caused a big sting on our relationship. I used to think it was the weight gain, but I just realized that it was because if the way she treated me...I remember now, there was a time when I was nothing but sweet to her, and everything was I Love you and I ( Read more... ) -
Some one might get hurt but it won't be me
I feel vyer stressed right now...so first we are moving into a place with my girl friends ex, and two others. I dunno how that's gonna work, and everyone's opinion on this seems to be not a good idea. But I am not really worried I mean if she is gonna cheat on me she is going to do it regardless of where we live. If she cheats life goes on, and ( Read more... ) -
Work junk
I hate it when I try something just to fuck some one over, then in the end it didn't work. I said I put in my notice, but last week was the last straw Holly and I both came down with pink eye, so today I was supposed to be at work, but since Pat said that she didnt want Holly to come in (cos she isnt free labor, see the school pays me and she pays ( Read more... ) -
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
Last night...oh last night...I drank so much. Almost a whole big bottle of jager. I needed it. We were supposed to be drinking with friends...so I buy the pizza, and they eat and fucking leave...meanwhile I am left half lit, and Holly aint even close, and I fucking hate being the only one drunk...especially when the other person is annoyed ( Read more... ) -
Who's watching your kids?
So once again I am sick. This is becoming like a once a month occurance, not cool at all. I mean I eat right, and I take Vitiman C drops for when I havent ate right. My boss...well see the rule is if you are out for more than three days then you have to get a doctors note, well I can't be out for one day with out one. It's total BULLSHIT. She ( Read more... ) -
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AGH! I have so much home work and only two classes...how did I get this far behind. One class I have a research paper and a midterm, and I will have to go and read on all these painters because I havent followed a damn thing that guy has said besides uhm and class ( Read more... )