I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
Last night...oh last night...I drank so much. Almost a whole big bottle of jager. I needed it. We were supposed to be drinking with friends...so I buy the pizza, and they eat and fucking leave...meanwhile I am left half lit, and Holly aint even close, and I fucking hate being the only one drunk...especially when the other person is annoyed easily. Okay I am a silly drunk...I admit I am annoying, not loud or anything...really talkative, and silly....kill me. My friend Kelly came over at like 12 or so and stayed to 5 something.. pretty awesome night...we deffinetly have to do that more often, but unfortunetly hes moving out, and once again...I am in the dorms with no one to just call and say wanna hang out? OK. Come down!
On the job note I put in my notice...and I have another job already. My family is getting my tickets to come home. My boss isnt here yet so she doesnt know that I have put in my notice. I think theres gonna be some hell raised when she finds out. Some yelling and feelings getting hurt, probably mine...anynody got some xanax or some ice that I can take cos on ice I will be wired but fucking emotionless when I come down. Something anything to make me numb and not so..easy to upset? I need some fight in me! I was kidding about the ice... never again.
On the job note I put in my notice...and I have another job already. My family is getting my tickets to come home. My boss isnt here yet so she doesnt know that I have put in my notice. I think theres gonna be some hell raised when she finds out. Some yelling and feelings getting hurt, probably mine...anynody got some xanax or some ice that I can take cos on ice I will be wired but fucking emotionless when I come down. Something anything to make me numb and not so..easy to upset? I need some fight in me! I was kidding about the ice... never again.