Why oh why am I continually dissatisfied? I am either poor and under worked, overworked with no time to myself, and never living up to what I think I should be doing. What is balance? Did I know?

I really dislike this time after I get back from vacation. It is the time when the relief of getting home has worn off. All the things I need to catch up on from being gone for a week begin to creep into my consciousness. I remember that work starts again tomorrow and I need money in a bad sort of way. At this time of night, the everyday life that ( Read more... )

I'm back(maybe!) Greetings and how do, etc. I just this afternoon decided to own up and purchase a worthwhile computer. And, so far, IT IS SWEET. For future reference to me, I blush real hard when I'm freaked out about spending a lot of money. The worst part of blushing is it actually more or less burns based on anxiety/embarrassment. So the entire ( Read more... )

NOTICE:CARTOON NETWORK IS BRINGING BACK ADVENTURE TIME IN MARCH!!!! I'm excited ( Read more... )

Fuck you Beyonce, sincerely ma'am, fuck you for making absolutely terrible songs that will not get out of my head. "Is it a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare?" What? You suck, and your newest song is rotting my mind from the inside out. The end ( Read more... )

Nursing school is SERIOUS. I have at least 2 sizable-I'ma-fuck-up-your-world tests every week. After tests are taken, we go immediately into more lecture because there is not enough time to fit all the information in about which the professors want to talk . I sit and take notes, I go home and scramble study, I go to lab, and I go to work. I have ( Read more... )

My birthday last Tuesday was SUCH a roller coaster. Very yowz. The anniversary morning of my glorious womb exodus began with an emotional breakdown; this particular breakdown arising from a compounded amount of stress over things out of my control that nevertheless bother me. Also, I was all hormonal. Yes, I pulled the hormone card and I can tell ( Read more... )

I think I'm back in the blog(ish)-o-sphere for awhile. My thoughts have been all musings for the past three days. It undoubtedly has to do with my refound self esteem. So this post goes out to my sense of self worth; I've missed you the last 11 months ( Read more... )

I quit biolife. It was a bad fit and I didn't need to keep training if I didn't want to stick with it. I'm really disappointed but the job was described as being something VERY different than it turned out to be. SO disappointed! Jeez! I have however learned that I need to be more wary when a job comes my way ( Read more... )

it's been a really productive past week! i started my new job at biolife plasma center as a biomedical lab tech. i'm not really feeling it. for the next 3-6 weeks i'm training and have to be at work at 5:30am. i wear scrubs and work 9hr shifts. after i'm finished with training, i'll start working the 2nd shift which runs from 3pm until 12/1am. wtf ( Read more... )