I feel bad. I peaked at my birthday gift early. And, I wish I wasn't sick of Gilmore Girls reruns because, otherwise, I would have loved what Jamie got me. I'm sorry but I'm on Gilmore Girls overload here (and I didn't think that was possible!). My poor Jamie. I'm such a pain in the ass when it comes to gifts. But, the good thing is that he got ( Read more... )

I found a book of cryptograms amongst my things last night. I can't explain what is a cryptogram because I don't remember. Frankly, the book was never for me. I bought it for Jamie over a year ago. I bought it with the intention of giving it to him the day we first met at the Modern Museum. But, obviously, I didn't give it to him. I was embarrassed ( Read more... )

I'm in the mood for a trip. I'd like to hang out with a friend and just have fun. Laugh, talk and be care free. I want to be around people who enjoy my company and like me. I don't think I can hop on a plane and do that right now (have the time but no cash flow). I guess the next best thing would be instant messages.

On another note, I unpacked my ( Read more... )

Deep inside, I'm truly not angry or jealous that the people I love have some cool things going on in their lives. I know they worked hard for those achievements/rewards. I just don't feel like I'm a part of their lives while all of these great things are going on which does make me a little sad ( Read more... )

So, any ideas on how to earn some extra money (besides getting a second job)? I'm tired of sitting at home EVERY weekend because I'm too poor to go have fun.

I feel weird for coming on here and always typing intimate stuff about myself, mostly because I'm bitching and trying to figure stuff out about myself. I sometimes feel like I shouldn't mention that stuff at all. It doesn't seem like anyone would care about that stuff. It's more for my benefit than anyone else. I guess, maybe I keep typing this ( Read more... )

It's officially autumn. So, why is it still hot outside?! Ick! Grr!

What's the best exercise advise you got that works for you? Do you follow those rules of exercise (exercise before eating, don't exercise late at night, etc.)? Do you think following those rules really help you lose more weight? Less weight? Does it make a difference? What's your exercise routine? Do you have one? Did it take you long to find one ( Read more... )

It's so boring and unbearable here that I've resorted to using sending ridiculous e-mails relating this place as a prison camp and the tasks as torture tactics.

Other than during the act of sex or flirting, when, what, why and/or how do you feel sexy? Is it possible to feel sexy in other moments? Is it limited? Have you ever doubted your sexual appeal? Are you even aware of having one? Do you think you don't have one because you come across as too ordinary/plain/nice/sweet/smart/etc. for anyone to see you ( Read more... )