Just to make it official I've got another lj name again. I promise this will be the last time and if you know me well I'll probably break this promise. So yeh add me.


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So I moved in back with my parents they like me more now that I am not a deadbeat. I just woke up and theres a eerie feel to this place. Maybe cause of the scary dream I had (if made into a movie would be the greatest horror movie ever). Maybe its my pills. I didnt take any yesterday now I'm all jumpy ( Read more... )

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I'm moving in 2-3 weeks to a place real close though. For about 1 and a half mins I was looking at myself in the mirror topless and I felt pretty damn sexy. Than i snapped out of it. I have my own area at work now I'm replacing some guy and I also have to look after some of the ppl with dissabilities. But I dont like it its dark and lonely. I miss ( Read more... )

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The southerly winds came tonight which was great. Considering it was boiling in the day. I sat outside at about 10 pm for an hour. It was great. And for an hour I was having that feel one with the world moments where life feels timeless.Things were just in balance it was a hot night but with cool breezes ( Read more... )

Been doing some investigating and all my scary horrible dreams were side effects of the effexor pills I was taking. Those dreams seemed so real that I kinda miss being that scared. And parts of it were hallucinations. Anyway since I will do this 30 day free trial at the gym I won't be drinking in that period so I will be replacing alcohol with ( Read more... )

its 38 degrees and I feel like melting so I'm gonna eat some hot soup. Its like in school in the summer I wore jumpers and in the winter I wore short sleeve white shirts.

This song is about a deep depression and a man on the verge of suicide ( Read more... )

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