Why do I like being that scared?
Been doing some investigating and all my scary horrible dreams were side effects of the effexor pills I was taking. Those dreams seemed so real that I kinda miss being that scared. And parts of it were hallucinations. Anyway since I will do this 30 day free trial at the gym I won't be drinking in that period so I will be replacing alcohol with effexor. I also will see the doc like a day before work and see if I can get some other pills like prozac or something. I was also thinking today was I being treated for bi-polar or severe depression?