to try and change her seems a crime. as it is her shyness that fascinates me ( Read more... )

far reaching are thoughts when one is outside of the situation they are addressing ( Read more... )

sometimes i think the feeling of peoples faces on me will never stop being so stressful. like when i am in that anonymity all i want is to be talking to someone, adrift and under pressure to connect, perhaps even a pressure from within ( Read more... )

some more from the green spring semester notebook. jr year ( Read more... )

I am tired. my mind echoes every word that flows through my ears ( Read more... )

I dont want any woman. it's just "A" woman ( Read more... )

"american standard" i wonder if its really the american standard ( Read more... )

it is very disconcerting to me to see people on the internet, that i do not know, having a good time. they are all lined up, grinning at the camera. if my experience is any measure, they will hardly remember that instance well, the photograph being the most arbitrary of the things that happened at the time. in retrospect however these people will ( Read more... )

fame is what happens when people attempt to leech off of your greatness and in doing so propagate the seeds of your success. fame is only deserved in so far as it serves the needs of others. it is in this sense that unrecognized greatness is in many ways a more noble truth to live up to.

its and endless drone, the combing of conscious, buzzing of minds, cussing each other out ( Read more... )