"give in to the simpathy of other, try and see the colors threw the fuzzy haze of grays over ones eyes. and although the lives around you are fucked and will never setle into a utopian pease, one can live and injoy the pain pricken upone our skin and pircing into our soles. you cannot fill pleasure without knowing the sweetness of pain. for both ( Read more... )

soemthing iv not done on line on cam is be sobmisive. to have a master. in rl im coy and bashfull till im lead to be something more. in being submissive im able to act outside my tendencys to gain a hole new demeaner whitch is aluring to me. to be confident that im giving them what they wanted and being punished or praised for it is a rush. if iv ( Read more... )

whell no longer working. am still working out hopfully ill lose more seams im just turning it all into muscle whitch is good but havent lost nearly as much as id like, about 15lbs so far and extreamly firm thighs and a tight ass. whitch dosnt say to teribly much considering they wear quite nice to begin with. smirks. kids and du-vak have been ( Read more... )

i saw her entering the park walking towards the fountain. i thought she saw me but i wasn't sure. she payed me no attention and seamed oblivious. the blue light illuminated her white skin sending ripples threw her. she sat on the edge looking into the water letting her hands dip, her shoes slipped to the ground, she pulls her legs over the edge. ( Read more... )

im like anyone else easy going its hard press to deter me. takes and efert to affend me. im very blunt and open and ither one like this or they dont. ither way it dosnt bother me ( Read more... )

been thinking alote latly about goig oversease my self. i work for aafes and their are doing deployments as well and get payed well. much better then what i would make otherwise. just waiting on the rats aproval. but very much excited about going so paws crosed.

been way to long since iv put anything o hear iv goten my tat done but still work to do with it ( Read more... )

the image for my user pic is what this post is a bout ( Read more... )

ok been craz buisy latly. i get a call last month saying my new house is ready to move in to on the 22 march. ok was a bit exited i mean this house wasnt supose to be built for 6 ( Read more... )

whell im still a bit depressed but i think im coming out fo it again. im feeling chiper and alert whitch is a good thing. i had just posted about the airforce. so that should say something about my mood. im thinking more and more about what im missing out on. what with du-vak gone and stuck hear with no one to talk to or go out with hell to fuck ( Read more... )