[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 18)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17
Chapter 18
After a few months of rest, fun and a vacation from London to LA, finally they are now back to Japan. Johnny had given them 2 days rest before they could resume the rehearsals and recording of songs. They have recorded new songs for the upcoming album and practice new dance routines. It has been awhile but their love for performing was still there, especially on Kazuya who didn’t change at all, he was so serious during the practice that Yuichi and Tatsuya will always forced him to eat and rest whenever they see that he is overdoing it. What changes among them during the vacation is that T-TUN won’t hold back anymore whenever Kazuya needs to be scolded while Kazuya learns how to listen to them.
“Kame, Do you need a drive home?” Koki asked.
“I brought my car today” He answered as the others looked at him surprised. It’s been three weeks since they arrive to Tokyo, Kazuya had never brought or drive a car ever since the accident happened, KAT-TUN would often pick him up and drive him home, sometimes his brother would.
“Are you sure you could drive now?” Junno asked worriedly.
“Yup, Don’t worry about me, I’ve practiced with my brother ever since we arrived back” Kazuya said.He had developed a fear in driving due to the accident so he tried to cope these past few weeks.
“Alright, be careful then.” Yuichi said.
“I will” He replied as he headed to his car. KAT-TUN watched him drive away before going inside their own cars.
During those 3 weeks, they were busy. No one had talked about Jin and everything that happened to Jin and Kazuya during the vacation but somehow, all four of them believe that Jin will go back for Kazuya.
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Meanwhile in LA, Yamapi was still deep in thoughts after everything that Jin told him. Jin didn’t told him the whole story because he knew it is Meisa who must tell Pi everything but Meisa and Aya are staying at Meisa’s parents for awhile and will only be back tomorrow night. Pi thinks he can’t survive this without knowing the whole story, he can’t remember when it happened, he even thought that Jin was just joking but he knew his friend, Jin’s expression clearly says that it was the truth.
He knew he met Meisa a lot but they never dated, Jin was closer to her and because Jin always invites Meisa to almost every events and parties they held, He somehow became familiar with her. But he was never intimate with her so how did that happen?
Yamapi was still deep in thoughts when the front door opened. He thought it was Jin but he was surprised that it was Meisa, carrying Aya. Yamapi stands up nervously greeting her.
“Oh, hey. Is Jin here?” Meisa asked.
“No. He is working.” Yamapi simply answered as Meisa nodded. “Meisa, I need to talk to you.” He said.
“We are talking, aren’t we?” She smiled.
“I mean. You know, It is something serious” Yamapi said nervously. He doesn’t know why he was fidgeting, Meisa should be the one nervous for keeping him this secret but, somehow Yamapi is afraid that Meisa would deny it. He was actually hoping it was true because he already became so attached to Aya.
“Ok, let’s go upstairs. I need to bring Aya down.” Meisa said as Yamapi picked up the bags to help Meisa.
Meisa placed sleeping Aya on her crib. Yamapi look at her lovingly, he held her hands and caress the child’s chicks.
“So, You wan’t to talk about something?” Meisa asked.
“Jin told me something, about Aya and your marriage.” Yamapi started. “Is it true that I am Aya’s father?” Yamapi asked immediately, Meisa was shocked yet she was somehow prepared, she knew this would happen.
“I…I didn’t know how to tell you, I was sure that you are not ready to be a father during those time” Meisa said. So it is true
“But I had the right to know.”
“You just left News during that time. You are still pulling yourself up. I don’t want to ruin your career” Meisa explained. Career? Thinking about career had ruin Jin and Kazuya and know it’s about the career again?
“Fuck the career, Meisa. I am Aya’s father and I made you and her gone through everything without my help. Jin was there for you, why can’t I? Yamapi explained.
“You did even remember it, didn’t you?” Meisa started as she already began crying. “How could I even tell you when I know you wouldn’t even believe it was you? You were too drunk when we did it and you don’t even love me. It happened during Shirota Yuu’s birthday party.
Flashback
It was an early birthday celebration for Shirota Yuu’s birthday, all his friends are invited. Everyone was having fun. Jin knew that Meisa is in love with Yamapi so he tried to invite her in every event and parties where he knew Pi would be there. They get closer but not as close as Meisa wanted so he tried doing something for them to get them closer, the two started to talk a lot about each other that night but Yamapi got really drunk and that is when it happened.
When the morning came Yamapi knew he had slept with someone, he just doesn’t know who. He was the only one in the room when he woke up.
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Few weeks later Meisa called Jin, Jin went to his house since she was panicking and crying.
“Meisa, tell what is happening? Please, calm down for a moment” Jin said
“Jin, I am pregnant I do not know what to do. My management would kill me. This will ruin my career.” Meisa said in one breath.
“What? When did this happen?” Jin asked.
“Yuu’s birthday” Meisa mumbled.
“Don’t tell me, it’s Pi?” Jin asked as Meisa’s cries answered his question. “We need to tell him” Jin fished out his phone
“No.” Meisa stopped Jin. “He didn’t remember what happened that night and I don’t want to ruin his career because of this” Jin help Meisa to sit down so she could calm a little bit more.
“But Meisa, he is the father. He has the right to know about this” Jin tried to convince her.
“But he just went solo. Pi is still trying his best to build his career again. He may not handle bad publicity. This baby is something he can’t hide from the public. And besides, Pi doesn’t want to be a father yet. He is not yet ready for a responsibility like this.” Meisa explained. Jin knew that somehow she got a point, Pi doesn’t want to have a family yet.
“Then, I’ll take responsibility.” Jin declared.
“What? Are you kidding?” Meisa said surprised.
“Until you are not ready to tell Pi, Until Pi isn’t ready to have a family, ill be the child’s father.”
“Do you even know how this might affect you?” Meisa asked. “Jin you are not doing good, Johnny will not like this” Meisa said.
“Think about you career once the media found out about it and you won’t tell them who the father is. Meisa, going through the pregnancy stage is hard, you need someone with you. If you don’t want Pi to know about this, at least let me take care of his kid for him.” Jin explained as he help Meisa’s hands.
“I don’t want to ruin other people because my mistake, Jin.”
“But what happened to you and Pi wasn’t a mistake. When Yamapi is ready we will tell him the truth but for now, you really need someone with you to go through this”
Meisa didn’t want to agree at first but as she called her manager and inform them about her condition, they were mad, they were asking about the father and all so she didn’t have a choice she brought up Jin’s name.
As Meisa’s management planned, they let Jin and Meisa be seen on public several times before confirming the marriage and the pregnancy. They all expected all those reaction from the fans and all the people who knew them. But not even the management knew the truth about the fake marriage and the child, Only Jin, Meisa and their family knew about it.
End of Flashback
“I loved you. And if ever I told you about Aya during those times what will your reaction be? Would you believe that she was yours?” Meisa asked and Yamapi put his palm on his face annoyed.
“If you told me about it before, of course I’ll remember it. I won’t deny it.” Yamapi said.
“Really? Could you handle everything that Jin went through when you are having problems with your own group at the same time? Jin and I were close that is why he helped me, though I am actually guilty for letting him go through those things. He just released his own album internationally, he had somehow moved on from leaving his group, he was in better situation than you during time Pi. You can’t blame me, I was just thinking of you.” Meisa explained.
“You are probably right, but still… Jin was lucky. He was there during your pregnancy stage, Jin was there when you gave birth. He was the one who visits Aya everyday in the hospital. He became a father to Aya.” Yamapi explained sadly as Meisa smiled.
“It is not yet late to become a father Pi. Aya is just 4 months and she obviously loves you” Meisa said looking down to avoid Yamapi’s eyes. The tension between the two slowly melted.
“Would you let me?” Yamapi asked as he came closer to her.
“You are her father, you have the right to.” Meisa said. She was surprised when Yamapi held his hand.
“Would you also let me be your husband?” Yamapi asked that surprised Meisa. She finally looked into his eyes. “I like you. I don’t know if it is love but I know you are special” Yamapi said.
“You know that I love you, right? I don’t want you to love me because of that or just because we have a child. I’ll be happy to see you as Aya’s father, I am contented in that”
“I am not saying this just because of Aya. But of course for now I am happy to be Aya’s father but I would like us to be a real family. We will take thing slow” Yamapi said as Meisa just smiled at that.
Aya woke up and started crying Meisa was about to carry her when Yamapi stopped her.
“You are tired. I can handle her” Yamapi said as Meisa nods. She gets her clothes and went to the bathroom. Few minutes later she went out and she saw Pi and Aya sleeping in the bed. She lay down on the right side of the bed and kissed Aya’s forehead. She felt relieved that Yamapi finally knew the truth. She knew it was wrong to keep it a secret but she knew Yamapi will surely deny Aya if she told it to him the moment she found out about her pregnancy. Well, she doesn’t want to think of the past, what will happen in the future is more important. She smiled thinking of Jin, Jin was such a good friend, He also believed that Yamapi’s career would be at risk if Meisa will announce the pregnancy with Yamapi as a father so he helped her. Jin had somehow used Aya and Meisa to distract himself from missing Kazuya but now he realized how important Kazuya is to him, hopefully he will be able to show it to Kazuya once he go back to Japan.
To Be Continued.....
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i am really really sorry if this is lame....this part was written when I actually started working on my thesis....so yeah ill apologize for the way im writing this fic now since it might have changed or it might have got boring and lame...:D
and now im actually having problems with my groupmate in thesis and it was my first time to voice out my complain to a professor but because of that im scheduled into a meeting next monday together with my groupmate...i feel like ill be on a court this monday, it is the first time that ill be going face to face with someone who made so freaking mad and annoyed. *sigh* oh well...im not really sure if ill graduate since im on the edge of giving up now...:D i wonder if anyone here is an IT student or graduate?? can you help me think of a good mobile learning application to develop?:DDDD
oh well that is it for now...:D
thank to everyone who kept on reading this fic...:DD
comments are loved~!!!♥♥♥
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17
Chapter 18
After a few months of rest, fun and a vacation from London to LA, finally they are now back to Japan. Johnny had given them 2 days rest before they could resume the rehearsals and recording of songs. They have recorded new songs for the upcoming album and practice new dance routines. It has been awhile but their love for performing was still there, especially on Kazuya who didn’t change at all, he was so serious during the practice that Yuichi and Tatsuya will always forced him to eat and rest whenever they see that he is overdoing it. What changes among them during the vacation is that T-TUN won’t hold back anymore whenever Kazuya needs to be scolded while Kazuya learns how to listen to them.
“Kame, Do you need a drive home?” Koki asked.
“I brought my car today” He answered as the others looked at him surprised. It’s been three weeks since they arrive to Tokyo, Kazuya had never brought or drive a car ever since the accident happened, KAT-TUN would often pick him up and drive him home, sometimes his brother would.
“Are you sure you could drive now?” Junno asked worriedly.
“Yup, Don’t worry about me, I’ve practiced with my brother ever since we arrived back” Kazuya said.He had developed a fear in driving due to the accident so he tried to cope these past few weeks.
“Alright, be careful then.” Yuichi said.
“I will” He replied as he headed to his car. KAT-TUN watched him drive away before going inside their own cars.
During those 3 weeks, they were busy. No one had talked about Jin and everything that happened to Jin and Kazuya during the vacation but somehow, all four of them believe that Jin will go back for Kazuya.
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Meanwhile in LA, Yamapi was still deep in thoughts after everything that Jin told him. Jin didn’t told him the whole story because he knew it is Meisa who must tell Pi everything but Meisa and Aya are staying at Meisa’s parents for awhile and will only be back tomorrow night. Pi thinks he can’t survive this without knowing the whole story, he can’t remember when it happened, he even thought that Jin was just joking but he knew his friend, Jin’s expression clearly says that it was the truth.
He knew he met Meisa a lot but they never dated, Jin was closer to her and because Jin always invites Meisa to almost every events and parties they held, He somehow became familiar with her. But he was never intimate with her so how did that happen?
Yamapi was still deep in thoughts when the front door opened. He thought it was Jin but he was surprised that it was Meisa, carrying Aya. Yamapi stands up nervously greeting her.
“Oh, hey. Is Jin here?” Meisa asked.
“No. He is working.” Yamapi simply answered as Meisa nodded. “Meisa, I need to talk to you.” He said.
“We are talking, aren’t we?” She smiled.
“I mean. You know, It is something serious” Yamapi said nervously. He doesn’t know why he was fidgeting, Meisa should be the one nervous for keeping him this secret but, somehow Yamapi is afraid that Meisa would deny it. He was actually hoping it was true because he already became so attached to Aya.
“Ok, let’s go upstairs. I need to bring Aya down.” Meisa said as Yamapi picked up the bags to help Meisa.
Meisa placed sleeping Aya on her crib. Yamapi look at her lovingly, he held her hands and caress the child’s chicks.
“So, You wan’t to talk about something?” Meisa asked.
“Jin told me something, about Aya and your marriage.” Yamapi started. “Is it true that I am Aya’s father?” Yamapi asked immediately, Meisa was shocked yet she was somehow prepared, she knew this would happen.
“I…I didn’t know how to tell you, I was sure that you are not ready to be a father during those time” Meisa said. So it is true
“But I had the right to know.”
“You just left News during that time. You are still pulling yourself up. I don’t want to ruin your career” Meisa explained. Career? Thinking about career had ruin Jin and Kazuya and know it’s about the career again?
“Fuck the career, Meisa. I am Aya’s father and I made you and her gone through everything without my help. Jin was there for you, why can’t I? Yamapi explained.
“You did even remember it, didn’t you?” Meisa started as she already began crying. “How could I even tell you when I know you wouldn’t even believe it was you? You were too drunk when we did it and you don’t even love me. It happened during Shirota Yuu’s birthday party.
Flashback
It was an early birthday celebration for Shirota Yuu’s birthday, all his friends are invited. Everyone was having fun. Jin knew that Meisa is in love with Yamapi so he tried to invite her in every event and parties where he knew Pi would be there. They get closer but not as close as Meisa wanted so he tried doing something for them to get them closer, the two started to talk a lot about each other that night but Yamapi got really drunk and that is when it happened.
When the morning came Yamapi knew he had slept with someone, he just doesn’t know who. He was the only one in the room when he woke up.
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Few weeks later Meisa called Jin, Jin went to his house since she was panicking and crying.
“Meisa, tell what is happening? Please, calm down for a moment” Jin said
“Jin, I am pregnant I do not know what to do. My management would kill me. This will ruin my career.” Meisa said in one breath.
“What? When did this happen?” Jin asked.
“Yuu’s birthday” Meisa mumbled.
“Don’t tell me, it’s Pi?” Jin asked as Meisa’s cries answered his question. “We need to tell him” Jin fished out his phone
“No.” Meisa stopped Jin. “He didn’t remember what happened that night and I don’t want to ruin his career because of this” Jin help Meisa to sit down so she could calm a little bit more.
“But Meisa, he is the father. He has the right to know about this” Jin tried to convince her.
“But he just went solo. Pi is still trying his best to build his career again. He may not handle bad publicity. This baby is something he can’t hide from the public. And besides, Pi doesn’t want to be a father yet. He is not yet ready for a responsibility like this.” Meisa explained. Jin knew that somehow she got a point, Pi doesn’t want to have a family yet.
“Then, I’ll take responsibility.” Jin declared.
“What? Are you kidding?” Meisa said surprised.
“Until you are not ready to tell Pi, Until Pi isn’t ready to have a family, ill be the child’s father.”
“Do you even know how this might affect you?” Meisa asked. “Jin you are not doing good, Johnny will not like this” Meisa said.
“Think about you career once the media found out about it and you won’t tell them who the father is. Meisa, going through the pregnancy stage is hard, you need someone with you. If you don’t want Pi to know about this, at least let me take care of his kid for him.” Jin explained as he help Meisa’s hands.
“I don’t want to ruin other people because my mistake, Jin.”
“But what happened to you and Pi wasn’t a mistake. When Yamapi is ready we will tell him the truth but for now, you really need someone with you to go through this”
Meisa didn’t want to agree at first but as she called her manager and inform them about her condition, they were mad, they were asking about the father and all so she didn’t have a choice she brought up Jin’s name.
As Meisa’s management planned, they let Jin and Meisa be seen on public several times before confirming the marriage and the pregnancy. They all expected all those reaction from the fans and all the people who knew them. But not even the management knew the truth about the fake marriage and the child, Only Jin, Meisa and their family knew about it.
End of Flashback
“I loved you. And if ever I told you about Aya during those times what will your reaction be? Would you believe that she was yours?” Meisa asked and Yamapi put his palm on his face annoyed.
“If you told me about it before, of course I’ll remember it. I won’t deny it.” Yamapi said.
“Really? Could you handle everything that Jin went through when you are having problems with your own group at the same time? Jin and I were close that is why he helped me, though I am actually guilty for letting him go through those things. He just released his own album internationally, he had somehow moved on from leaving his group, he was in better situation than you during time Pi. You can’t blame me, I was just thinking of you.” Meisa explained.
“You are probably right, but still… Jin was lucky. He was there during your pregnancy stage, Jin was there when you gave birth. He was the one who visits Aya everyday in the hospital. He became a father to Aya.” Yamapi explained sadly as Meisa smiled.
“It is not yet late to become a father Pi. Aya is just 4 months and she obviously loves you” Meisa said looking down to avoid Yamapi’s eyes. The tension between the two slowly melted.
“Would you let me?” Yamapi asked as he came closer to her.
“You are her father, you have the right to.” Meisa said. She was surprised when Yamapi held his hand.
“Would you also let me be your husband?” Yamapi asked that surprised Meisa. She finally looked into his eyes. “I like you. I don’t know if it is love but I know you are special” Yamapi said.
“You know that I love you, right? I don’t want you to love me because of that or just because we have a child. I’ll be happy to see you as Aya’s father, I am contented in that”
“I am not saying this just because of Aya. But of course for now I am happy to be Aya’s father but I would like us to be a real family. We will take thing slow” Yamapi said as Meisa just smiled at that.
Aya woke up and started crying Meisa was about to carry her when Yamapi stopped her.
“You are tired. I can handle her” Yamapi said as Meisa nods. She gets her clothes and went to the bathroom. Few minutes later she went out and she saw Pi and Aya sleeping in the bed. She lay down on the right side of the bed and kissed Aya’s forehead. She felt relieved that Yamapi finally knew the truth. She knew it was wrong to keep it a secret but she knew Yamapi will surely deny Aya if she told it to him the moment she found out about her pregnancy. Well, she doesn’t want to think of the past, what will happen in the future is more important. She smiled thinking of Jin, Jin was such a good friend, He also believed that Yamapi’s career would be at risk if Meisa will announce the pregnancy with Yamapi as a father so he helped her. Jin had somehow used Aya and Meisa to distract himself from missing Kazuya but now he realized how important Kazuya is to him, hopefully he will be able to show it to Kazuya once he go back to Japan.
To Be Continued.....
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i am really really sorry if this is lame....this part was written when I actually started working on my thesis....so yeah ill apologize for the way im writing this fic now since it might have changed or it might have got boring and lame...:D
and now im actually having problems with my groupmate in thesis and it was my first time to voice out my complain to a professor but because of that im scheduled into a meeting next monday together with my groupmate...i feel like ill be on a court this monday, it is the first time that ill be going face to face with someone who made so freaking mad and annoyed. *sigh* oh well...im not really sure if ill graduate since im on the edge of giving up now...:D i wonder if anyone here is an IT student or graduate?? can you help me think of a good mobile learning application to develop?:DDDD
oh well that is it for now...:D
thank to everyone who kept on reading this fic...:DD
comments are loved~!!!♥♥♥