[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 4)

Mar 22, 2012 16:14

Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?

Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3




Chapter 4

Yamapi didn’t notice that it was 3 months since he last talked to Jin until the latter called him yesterday. He was too busy taking care of Kazuya and rehearsing for his tour. Aside from KAT-TUN and Kazuya’s family, Yamapi became really close with Kazu since he would visit the latter almost everyday in the hospital, he even remembered how Yuya teased him as the sixth member of KAT-TUN. Jin is his best friend but Kazuya is his friend as well and the latter needs him now. He just wondered why is Jin still not talking to KAT-TUN after all these years.

Flashback(October 2011)

Yamapi feels like everyone hates him, everyone is blaming him. He left News, he and ryo left News. Yuya, Massu, Shige and not even Kei want to talk to him. Some fans weren’t surprised about his decision but his former group mates were. They trusted him, they thought that even though he is doing solo concerts he will never leave the band but he decided to choose his solo career than his group. They were all disappointed. He had seen in the internet that some NEWS fans hates him as well, they even blamed him on why Ryo decided to leave NEWS. Some even said that of course it was their best friend Jin who influenced them, poor Jin was dragged in the issue even though it was really his and Ryo’s own decision.

“We can form a trio now and it will be called the traitors” Yamapi sighed. He was in the jimusho, after he talked to Johnny about what is happening, the old man advised him to just ignore everything, the fans and the media can’t do anything about their decision anyway. He felt tired, he is preparing for a single release and tour alone, and being alone is not really fun.

“Ei, how are you?” Someone interrupted his thoughts, Yamapi looked at the latter and saw that it was Kazuya. The latter was about to go home from his rehearsal when he saw Yamapi sitting outside Johnny’s office.

“Hey, hisashiburi” Yamapi smiled as Kazuya sat beside him.

“It’s been awhile ne, so how are you after…after what happened to your group?” Kazuya hesitated but still asked.

“I’m fine, they still won’t talk to me though.” Yamapi said sadly. Yamapi looked at the latter, he wants to understand what his group mates really feel towards and he knows who might understand them well, it was Kazuya and his group who was abandoned by Jin. “How about you, what did you really feel when Jin left your group? I mean..I know it’s been a year but I just want to understand how my former group mates felt towards me.” Yamapi said. Kazuya sighed before answering his question.

“Our situation was different. He didn’t only left the group but he also broke up with me on the phone while he is in LA and I’m here in Japan. Wasn’t he a selfish bastard? His way of breaking up wasn’t even nice” Kazuya said with a hint of sadness in his tone. “But If we will set aside our relationship and think that I was just his groupmate then I think I do not have any right to stop him from his decision, being mad, disappointed and angry is normal, we were part of KAT-TUN for 10 years then he will suddenly left us for LA, of course we’ll disappointed but happy for him as well, he is going to be famous internationally, he will reach his dream, Akanishi Jin is going to be a big star.” Kazuya finished with a smile on his face.

“Then why aren’t you talking to him?” Yamapi said.

“Jin didn’t tell you how bad our break up was? Well everything is going to be forgotten on the right time but now, I’m still hurt. And besides he isn’t talking to any of us as well.” Kazuya just explained. “And if you are worried that your former group mates won’t ever talk to you again, well believe me tomorrow Tegoshi will definitely call you. They are just having a really hard time now, they lose two members in one day” Kazuya assured him as Yamapi just smiled.

“I’ll miss everyone. I’ll miss being in a group” Yamapi said sadly.

“Then why did you leave in the first place?” Kazuya pouted.

“Eh?? As if I have a choice. I do not have time for them anymore. Everything is better this way.” Yamapi said. “How about you? Any plans on leaving the group?” Kazuya shook his head.

“That never cross my mind after Jin left us. Do you know that after Jin left they told me that I am the group’s strength? What they didn’t know that they are actually my strength, I can’t perform without them, for more than 10 years I work with this group and I’ll be happy to work with them until the end of my career.” Kazuya smiled.

“That was sappy” Yamapi laughed a little.

“Yeah right!” Kazuya said then stand up. “I’m tired from the rehearsal, ill be going now.” He picked up his bag and faced Yamapi again. “Don’t give up your friendship with NEWS, you may not be part of the group anymore but you spend half of your life working with those guys. Don’t waste the friendship just because of work. Jya~!” Kazuya added then walked to the parking lot, Yamapi just smiled at that.

“Promise I won’t. Thank you, Kazu-chan” Yamapi just mumbled.

End of flashback

Yamapi’s thoughts were interrupted when his phone rang, he was expecting it to be Jin but it was rather Kazuya.

“Moshi moshi, Pi?” A giggly voice was heard on the other line, Pi really loved this cute side of Kazuya now.

“Kazu? You are still using your old phone?” Yamapi wondered.

“Ah, it didn’t broke when the accident happen so yeah I didn’t change, I may not be needing it all the time anyway” Kazuya explained.

“So, why did you call?” Yamapi asked.

“They told me you are not coming with us” Kazuya whined. “Come with us in London, please?” Even though they are talking on the phone Yamapi knew the latter was pouting.

“London? You are going to London? When?” Yamapi asked.

“Johnny-san told us to go and we are going tomorrow” Kazuya said. Yamapi noted that he must ask Tatsuya later the full details.

“I’m sorry but I can’t come with you Kazu, Im still busy with the tour” Yamapi said sadly.

“But I’ll be away for 3-4 months. I won’t see Pi-chan for that long.” Kazuya whined as Yamapi laughed, he is definitely the one who spoiled Kazuya the most when Kazuya was in the hospital. KAT-TUN cared for the younger so much but Pi treated him like a kid.

“But Koki,Junno, Tat-chan and Maru is with you right? Just enjoy yourself ne. I’ll be busy with my tour but if I can, Ill come once the tour ended.”

“Well ok, we will just come back immediately if you won’t be able to come! I’ll buy you a lot of clothes” Kazuya replied. “I’ll go now. Koki is forcing me to pack my bag. Jya~!” Kazuya added.

“Bye~!” Yamapi replied then hung up. He smiled thinking how he can Kazuya became closer. It is easy to be with Kazuya after his accident since he did not remember anything, he isn’t thinking about work all the time so he enjoys his life more. But of course Yamapi wants Kazuya to remember everything, it feels sad to see Kazuya’s lonely face whenever they talk about something the younger can’t remember at all though Yamapi hopes that once Kazuya remembers everything, he’ll learn how to divide work and social life equally.

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Few days later it’s finally time for KAT-TUN to go to London. Kazuya still felt sad that Yamapi isn’t coming with them, he love being with KAT-TUN but he will still miss Yamapi’s company. Kazuya doesn’t know if it is his first time to ride on a plane, it definitely isn’t yet he is still feeling nervous. They were riding a van on their way to airport but he can’t help but to what may happen while they are on the plane. Fortunately when he turns his mp3 on, he was so focus on listening to the song stopped thinking about the plane.

KAT-TUN was happy to see Kazuya relaxing, they knew that Kazuya was feeling kind of afraid to ride on a plane yet he was too excited to arrive to London. They were almost there and Kazuya was still too engrossed in listening to the songs on his phone, they think that the younger had probably listening to their songs since he wants to learn it immediately then, TTUN’s thought were interrupted when the younger shouts.

“Ahhh!” Kazuya shouted as he was looking outside the window, his earphones fell.

“Eh? What happen?” Koki asked worriedly as he too looked outside then frowned when he saw what is it.

“Akanishi Jin!” Kazuya just smiled as others look at him confusedly.

“You remember him?’ Yuichi asked.

“eh? No.” Kazuya answered as Tatsuya heard the song playing loudly on Kazuya’s phone, since the younger’s earphone fell he could hear the song clearer than when Kazuya was wearing the earphone. He was familiar with the song but it was surely not a KAT-TUN song. He grabbed Kazuya’s phone and looked at the songs that are currently saved.

“How did you get his songs?” Tatsuya asked trying not to shout yet sound so surprised.

“Junno” Kazuya mumbled as Junno just grinned. Kazuya’s phone was full of Akanishi Jin’s songs.

“Why?” Koki just glared at Junno.

“He keeps asking about Jin, he was so curious about Jin so I told him Jin is a Johnny’s artist who wants to be famous internationally and since he got a really good voice he was able to reach his dreams. After that Kazuya won’t stop asking me to give him a copy of all Akanishi’s songs” Junno explained immediately.

“Kazuya…” Koki was about to somehow scold the younger when Kazuya stops him.

“I do not know why you don’t want to tell me everything about him so I asked Junno and searched for him in the internet as well. I don’t know what happened before, but when I saw his picture in the jimusho, I was really curious to know everything about him then when I heard his voice I can’t stop listening to it. Can you at least please let me listen to his songs” Kazuya pleaded as others can’t do anything about that.

“We might be a little selfish in giving details about Jin but we don’t really want to hide everything about him from you. Jin was part of your life yet you weren’t able to meet him after the accident that’s why maybe you were curious about him. You can ask things about him to us but I can’t promise we will answer everything since some memories are better be forgotten. Yet we won’t stop you anymore from trying to know him.” Yuichi explained. They can’t hide who really Jin is to Kazu.

“I don’t know what he did before but, I just love his voice and I just want to listen to his songs” Kazuya just smiled.

“I don’t know if this is right” Koki mumbled.

“Koki, it’s been years ago don’t tell me you are still that mad at Akanishi? If you’ll ask me…well I do not feel mad at him ever since I can’t remember when.” Yuichi said in whisper so that Kazuya won’t hear what they were talking about.

“We were all mad on his way of leaving the group and hurting Kazuya but we all did move on, right? We started to love the group more, we improved after he left.” Tatsuya added.

“But that was until a month before Kazuya’s accident. We knew something happened again between the two, Kazuya looks so sad during those days” Koki reasoned.

“You can’t change the fact that after all these years Kazuya is still in love with him. Jin’s birthday just passed during that so maybe he remembered Jin or something. We know you are just too worried and protective over Kazuya but Koki, You can’t blame Jin all the time” Tatsuya explained.

“I’ll be honest, I am not mad at him anymore. How could someone be mad at somebody for that long? I already forgave him yet I still hate him for making Kazuya sad. And I just don’t want Kazuya to feel that sadness again”

“It’s not for you to decide, Jin might be the cause of Kazuya’s pain and sadness but he was also Kazuya’s life and happiness. I do believe Jin will be one who would help Kazuya gain his memories” Yuichi decided to keep it to himself since doesn’t want to argue with Koki anymore.

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Meanwhile Yamapi was busy rehearsing for his concert when he received a call from Jin.

“Pi! How’s the rehearsal going?” Jin asked.

“It is tiring, so tiring. How about you? Where will you spend your vacation?”

“I actually just arrive here in London. Ah, once you tour is done, visit me here” Jin demanded.

“London? You are in London.” Yamapi asked a little surprised.

“Yes, I am in London. When we shot 47rounin here I wasn’t able to enjoy my stay so I came back.” Jin explained. “Make sure to visit me here, Pi. We haven’t seen each other for a long time.”

“3 more weeks and I’ll be free, I will even bring Ryo with me” Yamapi said. “By that time the midget probably missed Ueda” He added in his thoughts.

“Really? That’s awesome. I thought he was busy with Kanjani8 this month. It’s going to be great if I’ll see you guys again” Jin said sincerely, it’s been almost a year since he last saw his best friends personally. They are all busy with their works. “But for now I need to pack out my things so I’ll go now” Jin added

“We’ll see you soon Jin” Yamapi said as both hang up. “London’s huge but will they see each other. I should be happy if ever they’ll talk to each other again yet why am I feeling the opposite” Yamapi mumbled trying to deny the jealousy that he is feeling.

To be Continued
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A/N: so yup chapter 4 is finally up....its faster than the usual update ne?..:D
i got some bad news not really bad but, im actually sick right now and last tues i visited a doctor and he told me that i got some viral infection in both my blood and urine... so the thing is if my fever continues they'll need to check my blood again since they cant detect what kind of viral infection is in my blood until 3 days after the fever and if its something serious, i need to be confined in the hospital...so yeah i dont know when will the next update be.. :D but if i feel better,i promise that the update will be 4 to 5 days from now...:D

and about the fic..well promise that akame will finally meet on the next chapter...:D

again, thank you so much for continuing to support this fic..
comments and feedbacks are always loved and appreciated ♥♥♥

#multichapter, p: akame, !!#fanfiction#!!, kat-tun, fic: remembering you, yamashita tomohisa, kamenashi kazuya, akanishi jin

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