Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author:
kazu_chan_loveGenre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters:
Chapter 1//
Chapter 2//
Chapter 3//
Chapter 4//
Chapter 5//
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Kazuya never felt this happy, or maybe he did he just didn’t remember. Today, Jin toured him around London, he was able to visit almost all the amazing places in London or at least the amazing places that are near. Jin took him to Budapest as well and showed him the places where he shoots some scenes for 47rounin.
“You must be a really great actor in order to be part of a Hollywood film” Kazuya complimented. They are now on their way back to KAT-TUN’s place.
“You really think that?” Jin asked.
“Of course. You are so lucky, having all the fame and good looks” Kazuya giggled at his own compliment.
“I may be good at singing but you are seriously way better than me when it comes to acting. Have you seen all your best actor awards? And oh talking about the good looks, don’t you remember that you became Japan’s Eternal Jeanist?” Jin said.
“Unfortunately, I can’t remember any of that” Kazuya pouted.
“Why did you become a err..a fan of me?” Jin asked. Whenever they are on the car Kazuya would always put his headset on and Jin was so sure that Kazuya was playing his songs.
“ehh? Anou. As I said I love your voice. I really want to hear you sing live” Kazuya Mumbled.
Jin cleared his throat and began singing for Kazuya. Kazuya removed his headset and listened to Jin singing live. He loved his voice more.
Tomodachi no takusan no yasashisa wo mune ni
Fuzakete wa kenka shite, wakachi au yorokobi
Kazoekirenai hodo no omoide
Korekara mo tomo ni egaku no
When Jin sang those line, he looked at Kazuya with gentle smiled.
“Your voice was really amazing” Kazuya said.
“Thanks” Jin just replied and Kazuya felt the car stopped. “We are here” Jin told him.
“Oh. Anou, dont you want to go up and greet the others?” Kazuya asked.
“Maybe some other time ne?” Jin said as Kazuya just nod and went out. He kept waving at Jin until he drove away.
Jin on the other hand felt so confused about what he did. He just spent the whole day with Kazuya and he enjoyed it. Leaving KAT-TUN was hard for him and breaking up with Kazuya is harder.
“I shouldn’t do this, but I can’t help. Maybe, I just really missed him” Jin mumbled.
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“Kazu~!!!!” Koki shouted when he saw the younger opening the door. “Where have you been?” Koki asked when he saw him carrying a few paper bags.
“Tour around London with Jin!” Kazuya answered giggly.
“Eh!!” T-TUN shouted. Tatsuya and Yuichi had already expected that they will get along, but not this much nor not this early, they just met, well they just met after Kazuya had an amnesia.
“It is almost midnight, it is not good to be out this late” Koki continued scolding.
“But I really had fun and didn’t notice the time. Besides you do not have to worry, Jin is with me” Kazuya smiles. “Ne, next time you should come with us. Ahh, I also had finally heard him sing live! He sang eternal for me, I really like it” Kazuya said happily.
They were all happy to see Kazuya like but they can’t help it but worry that Kazuya might fall hard for Jin again. Kazuya was hurt once and they dont like see it happen again.
Kazuya kept talking about what he and Jin did the whole day but Koki can’t even listen as he remember the day he found out that Jin will never come back to KAT-TUN. Johnny called them into a meeting to announce it, all of them were shocked so when the meeting ended Kazuya immediately called Jin. He remembered how Kazuya suffered because of Jin.
Flashback
It’s been months since Jin last called him. Kazuya had tried calling Jin yet the latter won’t answer. When Jin left they still tried to communicate daily for the first month yet it stopped on the second month and Kazuya just thought that Jin was just busy. Jin ignored him for months and now he will receive the news? That Jin won’t be coming back to KAT-TUN anymore.
He dialed the number again for the nth time that day, Kazuya wants to hear an explanation from his lover. He wanted to know why Jin decided to leave when he promised him and the rest of KAT-TUN that he will be back. He tried and tried until finally Jin answered.
“Jin?”
“What do you want?” Jin answered coldly.
“Wow. I didn’t expect that at all” Kazuya hates that way Jin talked to him. “Did you hit your head on a wall? I didn’t know the air in America can make someone act like bastard.” Kazuya shouted.
“Damn, I do not have time for this but fine, just say everything you like if that what will make you feel better, Kamenashi” Jin replied as Kazuya gaped. Kamenashi?
“Jin, Who are you? Are you still my lover? Are you still part of Johnny’s? Are you really the same Jin Akanishi we all knew? Do you even hear yourself and the tone you are using on me now?” Kazuya felt really disappointed by now.
“Look Kame, I really don’t have time for this drama. If you called me to confirm if I was the one who decided to leave the group well then fine I’ll tell you the truth. I told Johnny that I want to leave the group, that I want to pursue my career here and that I want to focus on being international artist more. “ Jin said.
“I can’t believe that you choose fame over us? Jin, You’ve been with KAT-TUN for almost half of your life. You became famous because you were part of KAT-TUN and what you didn’t even called us. At least you should have told me before deciding”
“To debut in America, who wouldn’t like that? I was offered a lot of opportunities here and of course I will accept it. You can see that KAT-TUN isn’t really doing well, I won’t be surprised if Johnny will immediately disband the group after I left. KAT-TUN are slowly falling apart, we are not as famous as we are before. Less endorsements and album sales aren’t as high as what we achieved on the first few releases. I would stay on a group that doesn’t really have a good future. And by the way I didn’t became famous because I was a part of KAT-TUN, it was actually the other way around” With that Jin hang up.
The expression on Kazuya face didn’t say what exactly Jin told him but the rest of KAT-TUN knew it was something really bad. They all went near the younger to comfort him. Kazuya slowly told them what happened, everything that Jin said. As he tell it to them, he wasn’t depressed nor disappointed, he was mad at Jin, so mad that the next days he refused to talk about Jin, he put away everything in his house and dressing room that is related to Jin.
End of flashback
“Koki? What are you thinking?” Kazuya asked as he noticed that Koki seemed to be deep in thoughts.
“Nothing, It’s late maybe you should sleep now.” Koki just said.
“Ok, I’ll get ready for bed” Kazuya agreed
“Ne, Kazu” Koki called again.
“Hai?”
“I’m glad you are happy and you are getting along well with Jin” Koki said when what he wanted to say was actually “Please, don’t fall for him again.”
“Thanks Koki” Kazuya smiled and walk to his bedroom.
“I’m worried that he might fall for Jin again” Koki mumbled as the others agreed.
“I want them to be close again but I didn’t think of the consequences.” Yuichi said.
“If Kazuya falls for Jin again, he’ll definitely be hurt because there’s no way that Jin will return Kazuya’s love” Tatsuya said sadly.
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They next day Tatsuya and Koki decided to visit Jin in his house. They wanted to know why he became nice to Kazuya. They wanted to make sure that Jin had no bad intention.
“Hey?” Tatsuya greeted immediately when Jin opened the door. Jin who was just woken up was surprised to see both Koki and Tatsuya.
“Invite us in?” Koki asked.
“Ah..hai!” Jin said and invited them inside still in his sleepy state.
Once they were inside, Jin let them sit in the sofa as he prepared something for them.
“It is rude if I won’t even offer you anything, so here.” He said as he put down 2 cups of coffee in the table.
“You should have not bothered.” Tatsuya said.
“You should have said that before I prepared it.” Jin retorted. “So why are you here?”
“It’s about Kazuya, why did you spend your whole day with him yesterday? Why were you so nice to him?” Koki asked calmly as he sipped on his coffee.
“He is a fan, I thought I should treat him nice”
“So you would tour your fans around London and buy them everything they want? By the way Jin, those clothes are too much we just went shopping the other day.” Tatsuya said.
“I don’t know if you are starting to care for Kazuya again but please, if that was all just an act, please stop. Kazuya is now considering you as a friend, I wouldn’t like him to fall for you again.” Koki added.
“I just wanted to spend time with him, that’s all. It’s not my fault if he’ll fall for me again. If you are worried that I’ll hurt him, I won’t do it intentional again. I am just happy to be with him” Jin said that slightly shocked the two yet it made them happy.
“Fair enough.” Tatsuya stand up. “You know you are always welcome to visit our place. Kazuya would really be happy to see you” He smiled and walked away. Koki sighed, if Tatsuya agreed over this Jin-Kazuya friendship he can’t do anything about it.
“Stop acting so tough. Let’s forget what happened before. If you really want to spend time with Kazuya you are welcome to visit him.” Koki said and followed Tatsuya out.
“What the hell was that?” Jin mumbled but then smiled realizing how silly Tatsuya and Koki are. Their talked felt like the parent of the girl he likes had given him the permission to court their daughter.
“Koki and Tat-chan are still protective” Jin said as sipped his coffee.
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“Could you believe it we were in the same group. We will dance and sing together now.” Jin said happily.
“I never thought I’d like this” Kazuya mumbled.
“Like what?”
“Being an artist. I love singing and dancing now because of you.” Kazuya smiled.
“Ne, Kazuya promise me we will make it worldwide together” Jin holds Kazuya’s hands as Kazuya nods.
“Kazuya!Jin! it time for rehearsals.” Yuichi shouted then the two followed him.
As time passed the group became more famous. When Jin told Kazuya he wanted to make it worldwide together Kazuya started to practice harder since he knew he still not as good as Jin when it come to dancing that it is why TTUN felt annoyed towards him since he was so serious in everything. Tatsuya was the one who finally had the courage to punch Kazuya. The group is famous, yet it feels like they don’t belong to each other at all, they are all different from each other. Kazuya wanted to quit but Jin stopped him.
He didn’t regret that he didn’t left the group, since not long after what happened they got along well. They started to care towards each other, now they know how to solve a group problem without throwing a punch or shouting at each other. He feels like they were tied by a special bond. Those people around him are not just group members nor a friend but it feels like they are his family.
Kazuya woke up feeling weird, he saw the boy again, the same boy in his dream when he was in the hospital yet like what happened before, he knew he saw the boy’s face in his dream yet he can’t remember it after he woke up. This time in his dream includes a lot of people, a lot of friends yet again, he can’t remember the faces or the names.
“Kazuya, are you ok?” Yuichi asked. It was time for their breakfast and he just wanted to check up on Kazuya to see if he is already awake.
“Yu-chan, I think I remembered something” Kazuya said with a pout.
“Really? What is it?” Yuichi sat beside him.
“I dreamed of the boy again, the same boy that I dreamed about when I was in the hospital. I can’t remember his face or his name but I know it was him by the way he talked to me and he holds me.” Kazuya smiled while explaining.
“Do you have any idea who was he?” Yuichi asked.
“I don’t know but I didn’t only dreamed of him, this time a saw a lot of people…ah!!” Kazuya shouted. “It was all of you, I remember about having a group then sempais. We performed, and rehearse. I can’t see the faces but maybe it was all of you, KAT-TUN, Yamapi, Ryo, Tego and Jin. I’m…” Kazuya looks confused by now.
“Don’t force it ne” Yuichi smiled at him. “You may not remember the faces but you remember some events already and that is good.” Yuichi assured him and Kazuya smiled back.
“It is a progress ne?” Kazuya asked.
“It is.”
“I’ll remember everything soon right?” Kazuya asked hopefully.
“Of course. But for now, let us have our breakfast ok.” Then Yuichi guided him outside where KAT-TUN were eavesdropping their conversation earlier. They were all happy to hear that Kazuya is remembering something, they are all hoping that Kazuya would remember everything soon.
They all greeted them a good morning yet Kazuya was surprised to be greeted by someone he didn’t expect to see in their place.
“Ohayo Kazu” the guy smiled.
“Jin!!Ohayou Jin!!” Kazuya shouted then he run to hugged the latter. “Why are you here?” Kazuya grinned.
“Tatsuya and Koki disturbed me so early in the morning to tell me that I am welcome here so yep, I decided to visit” Jin smiled.
“Let’s all have breakfast together.” Kazuya said then dragged Jin towards the dining area.
Few hours later, KAT-TUN’s pad was filled with Kazuya’s laughter, giggles and amused voice as Jin told him things he experience when he was in LA. Jin didn’t really planned to visit Kazuya yet his feet lead him to KAT-TUN’s place, he didn’t regret visiting them, he felt happy talking to his former bandmates. He never thought that they’ll hang out again like this, he never thought KAT-TUN will accept him again.
“I really didn’t know why you stayed away and acted so rude towards us before. But I am happy to see the same old Jin we knew. Thanks for making Kazu happy” Koki whispered to Jin.
To be Continued
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