[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 15)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Tatsuya was worried that because Jin is starting to act cold towards Kazuya, Kazuya is starting to remember all the bad memories he had with Jin. He is worried that once Kazuya remembers everything, Kazuya will feel all the pain he felt before again and that might be a reason for Kazuya to hate Jin again.
Tatsuya slept beside Kazuya the whole night, he was afraid that the younger may remember more bad memories. He was thankful that Kazuya slept in peace after that.
The next morning, everyone was woken up by little Aya’s cries. Meisa is in the bathroom so it was Jin’s turn to make her stop. Everyone rush to the room feeling worried after hearing the loud cries from the child.
“Let me carry her.” Yamapi offered.
“I don’t know what to do.” Jin whined.
“Look, she likes me.” Yamapi said as the cries turns to sob. He rubs Aya’s face with his fingers and the child caught it and laughed afterwards.
“Seriously?!” Jin shouted when he heard Aya laughing. “My daughter loves you more.” Jin pouted as Meisa went out of the bathroom.
“Jin can’t handle his own daughter.” Meisa said as he tries to get Aya from Pi’s arms
“It’s ok, I can’t take care of her for awhile.” Yamapi said as Aya continue laughing and playing with Yamapi’s fingers.
“Oh ok.”
“Can I bring her down to the living room?” Yamapi asked.
“Of course. Here is her milk, I think she’s hungry now.” Meisa said and everyone went out to go to the living room and play with Aya.
“You must not let them play with our little angel. She’s loving them more than me.” Jin whined.
“Baka, you said you must go early for a rehearsal. Let them play with Aya now. Your turn will come when you get back.” Meisa said.
“Ok, then. Ill go now.” Jin said and walk out of the room.
“Jin!” Meisa called out.
“Hmm?”
“Thanks for everything ne.” She said as Jin just nodded.
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That day they decided to stay at Jin’s house. Kazuya practiced their dance steps again with the help of Junno and Koki. Ryo and Yamapi are taking care of Aya while Tatsuya and Meisa are in charge of the kitchen duties.
“I didn’t know you could cook.” Meisa said.
“Well, I’ve learn since I started dating that midget in the living room.”
“Akanishi troops loves eating ne.” Meisa smiled.
“Meisa, aren’t you having a hard time? Jin isn’t always with you.“ Tatsuya asked her.
“Well, he isn’t there for me all the time but if he can he stays with me.” Meisa reasoned. “Did KAT-TUN ever get mad at me for marrying Jin?” Meisa suddenly asked.
“We..We never hated you, though we hated Jin’s mean attitude and all his reckless decisions. Jin had a serious attitude problem towards us during those times.” Tatsuya started. “And sorry to say this but marrying you and getting you pregnant was really reckless. That doesn’t only ruin your careers but also….it had hurt Kazuya” Tatsuya explained as Meisa looked down.
“I never wanted that, we were drunk during that time but I don’t regret it. I am happy to have Aya.”
“Aya is such a wonderful kid. You know, I really want Jin and Kazuya to get back together but I realize Ryo was right. It isn’t about Jin and Kazuya’s feelings anymore, it’s about you and Aya-chan as well.” Tatsuya said.
“Sorry for hurting Kazu…”
“As I said, it is not your fault. I know Kazuya will find his happiness as well.” Tatsuya said as they were finally done in cooking their lunch. “I’ll just call the three babies in the living room.” He added.
On the living room, Yamapi, Ryo and little Aya have been watching movies. The whole time, Aya was just sitting in Yamapi’s lap and playing with her milk bottle. Everytime Yamapi will laughed due to what he is watching little Aya will laughed as well looking at Yamapi. When they were about to watch their 3rd movie, Ryo decided to get little Aya and put her in his lap instead. As Ryo carries her, Aya started crying.
“You are making her cry.” Yamapi complained as he carries Aya.
“It’s not fair. Aya loves you so much.” Ryo whined seeing Aya stops crying as soon as Yamapi carries her.
“She hates midgets” Yamapi mocked.
“I can’t understand why she loves you so much. Maybe you are her father and not Jin!” Ryo said and made a scandalous look.
“Baka!” Yamapi said. “I am just so awesome that even little Aya fell for me.”
“What’s the matter?” Tatsuya asked as he went out of the kitchen.
“Yamapi is the real father of Aya!” Ryo jokingly shouted as Yamapi smack him in the head and at the same time they heard a sound of a plate breaking. They immediately went to the kitchen to check on Meisa.
“What happened are you ok?” Yamapi asked worriedly.
“Yes I am. Sorry, it slipped from my hands” She answered as she clean up the pieces of the broken plate. Yamapi let Tatsuya carry Aya as he helped Meisa.
“I can do it” Meisa said.
“Let me help” Yamapi smiled. Ryo suspiciously looked at Meisa who was trying to avoid Yamapi’s stare. When the two are done cleaning, Tatsuya gave Aya to Meisa.
“I'll be the one to arrange the table” Tatsuya smiled. “Ryo call the others already.” He added as Ryo run upstairs.
After they had their lunch, everyone decided to play with Aya but what Ryo notice was that Meisa never let Yamapi play alone with Aya anymore.
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When the night comes, Jin came home pissed. 2 weeks ago he was offered another role in a Hollywood film but then today, his manager forced him to decline the role. It was a punishment for all the recklessness he did.
“I just don’t understand why they must do that. It wasn’t even an order from Johnny-san” Meisa said worriedly. They were in the kitchen while the others are in the living room.
“Johnny might have influenced my manager here” Jin said annoyed.
“Jin~!!” Kazuya shouted as he ran to the kitchen. “Have you eaten yet? I helped Meisa and Tat-chan to cook the dinner. You must eat. You are getting thin” Kauzya added. Jin just stood up and ignore Kazuya. He was about to go upstairs when Kazuya called him again.
“Jin? You seem tired. Are you ok?” Kazuya asked worriedly but Jin continued going up so he called him again. “Jin!”
“Just shut up already!” Jin shouted that shocked everyone. “Do you even know how annoying you are? I am tired of this. I am tired of you! I don’t even know why I must see you again after all this years? My career was absolutely fine before come back in my life.” Jin continued as the others went near him and tried to stop him.
“It wasn’t Kazuya’s fault. You can’t blame him” Tatsuya shouted.
“I am tired. I am going to my room.” Jin said
“Jin! If I stay away from you would you feel ok?” Kazuya asked.
“Of course, you were such a burden to me.” Jin said and hurriedly went upstairs.
“Ne, Kazuya don’t think about what Jin said. He was just upset.” Yuichi said as he tries to comfort the crying Kazuya.
“I knew he hates me” Kazuya mumbled.
“No he doesn’t. Let’s go to your room now ne.” Yamapi said as he guided Kazuya to the room.
“To debut in America, who wouldn’t like that? I was offered a lot of opportunities here and of course I will accept it. You can see that KAT-TUN isn’t really doing well, I won’t be surprised if Johnny will immediately disband the group after I left. KAT-TUN are slowly falling apart, we are not as famous as we are before. Less endorsements and album sales aren’t as high as what we achieved on the first few releases. I would stay on a group that doesn’t really have a good future. And by the way I didn’t became famous because I was a part of KAT-TUN, it was actually the other way around” With that Jin hang up.
There was a scene that flashed through Kazuya’s mind. He felt his head ached after that.
“Kazuya are you ok?” Yamapi asked worriedly.
“Hai, I think I just need a rest.” Kazuya said as he lay in his bed.
“Just ignore Jin ne.” Kazuya nodded. “I’ll be here until you fell asleep.” Yamapi added as he hold Kazuya’s hands who closes his eyes already to remove the pain that he is feeling in his head.
Flashback
When the details about Jin and Meisa’s marriage was found out, it became a big news in Japan. Everyone was shocked including Jin’s own bestfriends, Yamapi and Ryo and his former bandmates KAT-TUN. No one expected that to happen, Jin just debut in US, he got dreams he wanted to reach then why would he do that.
“There is nothing wrong if it was a planned marriage but it is obvious that it wasn’t” Koki said. “Is he stupid?” He added.
“But the worse thing is that we were affected as well. Are we even required to answer all those questions that press gives us? Kazu has a Kirin press con and what? he was asked about Jin’s marriage.” Tatsuya shouted. Kazuya who was just listening to their conversation decided to go home already, he wanted to call Jin, he knew the others won’t like it if they’ll found out that he is calling him.
“What!!” Jin shouted. Kazuya was used to it, everything he’ll try to call Jin, Jin will always answer yet all he could hear are shouts from the other.
“What was that!” Kazuya asked. “You married Meisa? And She is even pregnant. Jin why do you always do such irresponsible things.” Kazuya said.
“Well, I am not you Kamenashi. I never tried to be perfect.” Jin simply answered.
“You left KAT-TUN for your career and now you are going to ruined it by suddenly marrying?”
“Who says about ruining my career? I surely love my life now. I am going to be a father, I still have my career and I am married. If you are just jealous then just tell me. But seriously, move on.” Jin said mocking Kazuya. After hearing that Kazuya hang up, everytime he calls Jin is the one whole hung up on him but this time, he just do not know what to say. What Jin said was somehow true. How could he love someone like him after all this years.
End of Flashback
Kazuya remembered all those events when he tries to call Jin but Jin will only shout at him saying he is annoying and a burden to him when all he wants is to fix everything between the two of them. All the things he dreamt before came through his mind again but this time he see the faces, he knew Jin was the guy in his dreams who seemed to care so much for him yet it changes when Jin chooses his career over him and KAT-TUN.
He remembered how hurt and mad he was when Jin broke up with him. He remembered how Jin left them for LA a year after their debut and how Jin left again before their NMP tour. He remembered all the pain Jin had caused him. He remembered how he hated Jin before the accident.
Kazuya remembered everything. That is why when he opened his eyes that night all he could feel is pain in head. The pain was unbearable so he tried to woke up Yamapi who had fallen as sleep on the chair beside him.
“Pi~! It hurts. My head hurts so much” He mumbled shaking the latter. Yamapi opened his eyes and he saw the pained expression on Kazuya’s face. He panicked and woke up everyone. Tatsuya was the one who got up first.
“Let’s bring him to the hospital.” Tatsuya declared. Thankfully Yamapi had the key of one of Jin’s car, they rushed to the car to take Kazuya to the hospital.
To be Continued
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yo! so im somehow late in updating ne...:D
sorry!!:D i was working on my thesis proposal so yeah...:D
and also omedetou kat-tun on their 6th day sales!!!that was amazing...
all the hyphens are amazing...:D
^.^ kame gained his memory back now ne...
but in this chapter i gave a hint about the secret do you have any clue on what going to happen on the next chapters...:D
Is the secret obvious now or what?:D
but as always thank you to everyone who keeps supporting this fic
comments and feedback are always loved♥♥♥ ^.^
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Tatsuya was worried that because Jin is starting to act cold towards Kazuya, Kazuya is starting to remember all the bad memories he had with Jin. He is worried that once Kazuya remembers everything, Kazuya will feel all the pain he felt before again and that might be a reason for Kazuya to hate Jin again.
Tatsuya slept beside Kazuya the whole night, he was afraid that the younger may remember more bad memories. He was thankful that Kazuya slept in peace after that.
The next morning, everyone was woken up by little Aya’s cries. Meisa is in the bathroom so it was Jin’s turn to make her stop. Everyone rush to the room feeling worried after hearing the loud cries from the child.
“Let me carry her.” Yamapi offered.
“I don’t know what to do.” Jin whined.
“Look, she likes me.” Yamapi said as the cries turns to sob. He rubs Aya’s face with his fingers and the child caught it and laughed afterwards.
“Seriously?!” Jin shouted when he heard Aya laughing. “My daughter loves you more.” Jin pouted as Meisa went out of the bathroom.
“Jin can’t handle his own daughter.” Meisa said as he tries to get Aya from Pi’s arms
“It’s ok, I can’t take care of her for awhile.” Yamapi said as Aya continue laughing and playing with Yamapi’s fingers.
“Oh ok.”
“Can I bring her down to the living room?” Yamapi asked.
“Of course. Here is her milk, I think she’s hungry now.” Meisa said and everyone went out to go to the living room and play with Aya.
“You must not let them play with our little angel. She’s loving them more than me.” Jin whined.
“Baka, you said you must go early for a rehearsal. Let them play with Aya now. Your turn will come when you get back.” Meisa said.
“Ok, then. Ill go now.” Jin said and walk out of the room.
“Jin!” Meisa called out.
“Hmm?”
“Thanks for everything ne.” She said as Jin just nodded.
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That day they decided to stay at Jin’s house. Kazuya practiced their dance steps again with the help of Junno and Koki. Ryo and Yamapi are taking care of Aya while Tatsuya and Meisa are in charge of the kitchen duties.
“I didn’t know you could cook.” Meisa said.
“Well, I’ve learn since I started dating that midget in the living room.”
“Akanishi troops loves eating ne.” Meisa smiled.
“Meisa, aren’t you having a hard time? Jin isn’t always with you.“ Tatsuya asked her.
“Well, he isn’t there for me all the time but if he can he stays with me.” Meisa reasoned. “Did KAT-TUN ever get mad at me for marrying Jin?” Meisa suddenly asked.
“We..We never hated you, though we hated Jin’s mean attitude and all his reckless decisions. Jin had a serious attitude problem towards us during those times.” Tatsuya started. “And sorry to say this but marrying you and getting you pregnant was really reckless. That doesn’t only ruin your careers but also….it had hurt Kazuya” Tatsuya explained as Meisa looked down.
“I never wanted that, we were drunk during that time but I don’t regret it. I am happy to have Aya.”
“Aya is such a wonderful kid. You know, I really want Jin and Kazuya to get back together but I realize Ryo was right. It isn’t about Jin and Kazuya’s feelings anymore, it’s about you and Aya-chan as well.” Tatsuya said.
“Sorry for hurting Kazu…”
“As I said, it is not your fault. I know Kazuya will find his happiness as well.” Tatsuya said as they were finally done in cooking their lunch. “I’ll just call the three babies in the living room.” He added.
On the living room, Yamapi, Ryo and little Aya have been watching movies. The whole time, Aya was just sitting in Yamapi’s lap and playing with her milk bottle. Everytime Yamapi will laughed due to what he is watching little Aya will laughed as well looking at Yamapi. When they were about to watch their 3rd movie, Ryo decided to get little Aya and put her in his lap instead. As Ryo carries her, Aya started crying.
“You are making her cry.” Yamapi complained as he carries Aya.
“It’s not fair. Aya loves you so much.” Ryo whined seeing Aya stops crying as soon as Yamapi carries her.
“She hates midgets” Yamapi mocked.
“I can’t understand why she loves you so much. Maybe you are her father and not Jin!” Ryo said and made a scandalous look.
“Baka!” Yamapi said. “I am just so awesome that even little Aya fell for me.”
“What’s the matter?” Tatsuya asked as he went out of the kitchen.
“Yamapi is the real father of Aya!” Ryo jokingly shouted as Yamapi smack him in the head and at the same time they heard a sound of a plate breaking. They immediately went to the kitchen to check on Meisa.
“What happened are you ok?” Yamapi asked worriedly.
“Yes I am. Sorry, it slipped from my hands” She answered as she clean up the pieces of the broken plate. Yamapi let Tatsuya carry Aya as he helped Meisa.
“I can do it” Meisa said.
“Let me help” Yamapi smiled. Ryo suspiciously looked at Meisa who was trying to avoid Yamapi’s stare. When the two are done cleaning, Tatsuya gave Aya to Meisa.
“I'll be the one to arrange the table” Tatsuya smiled. “Ryo call the others already.” He added as Ryo run upstairs.
After they had their lunch, everyone decided to play with Aya but what Ryo notice was that Meisa never let Yamapi play alone with Aya anymore.
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When the night comes, Jin came home pissed. 2 weeks ago he was offered another role in a Hollywood film but then today, his manager forced him to decline the role. It was a punishment for all the recklessness he did.
“I just don’t understand why they must do that. It wasn’t even an order from Johnny-san” Meisa said worriedly. They were in the kitchen while the others are in the living room.
“Johnny might have influenced my manager here” Jin said annoyed.
“Jin~!!” Kazuya shouted as he ran to the kitchen. “Have you eaten yet? I helped Meisa and Tat-chan to cook the dinner. You must eat. You are getting thin” Kauzya added. Jin just stood up and ignore Kazuya. He was about to go upstairs when Kazuya called him again.
“Jin? You seem tired. Are you ok?” Kazuya asked worriedly but Jin continued going up so he called him again. “Jin!”
“Just shut up already!” Jin shouted that shocked everyone. “Do you even know how annoying you are? I am tired of this. I am tired of you! I don’t even know why I must see you again after all this years? My career was absolutely fine before come back in my life.” Jin continued as the others went near him and tried to stop him.
“It wasn’t Kazuya’s fault. You can’t blame him” Tatsuya shouted.
“I am tired. I am going to my room.” Jin said
“Jin! If I stay away from you would you feel ok?” Kazuya asked.
“Of course, you were such a burden to me.” Jin said and hurriedly went upstairs.
“Ne, Kazuya don’t think about what Jin said. He was just upset.” Yuichi said as he tries to comfort the crying Kazuya.
“I knew he hates me” Kazuya mumbled.
“No he doesn’t. Let’s go to your room now ne.” Yamapi said as he guided Kazuya to the room.
“To debut in America, who wouldn’t like that? I was offered a lot of opportunities here and of course I will accept it. You can see that KAT-TUN isn’t really doing well, I won’t be surprised if Johnny will immediately disband the group after I left. KAT-TUN are slowly falling apart, we are not as famous as we are before. Less endorsements and album sales aren’t as high as what we achieved on the first few releases. I would stay on a group that doesn’t really have a good future. And by the way I didn’t became famous because I was a part of KAT-TUN, it was actually the other way around” With that Jin hang up.
There was a scene that flashed through Kazuya’s mind. He felt his head ached after that.
“Kazuya are you ok?” Yamapi asked worriedly.
“Hai, I think I just need a rest.” Kazuya said as he lay in his bed.
“Just ignore Jin ne.” Kazuya nodded. “I’ll be here until you fell asleep.” Yamapi added as he hold Kazuya’s hands who closes his eyes already to remove the pain that he is feeling in his head.
Flashback
When the details about Jin and Meisa’s marriage was found out, it became a big news in Japan. Everyone was shocked including Jin’s own bestfriends, Yamapi and Ryo and his former bandmates KAT-TUN. No one expected that to happen, Jin just debut in US, he got dreams he wanted to reach then why would he do that.
“There is nothing wrong if it was a planned marriage but it is obvious that it wasn’t” Koki said. “Is he stupid?” He added.
“But the worse thing is that we were affected as well. Are we even required to answer all those questions that press gives us? Kazu has a Kirin press con and what? he was asked about Jin’s marriage.” Tatsuya shouted. Kazuya who was just listening to their conversation decided to go home already, he wanted to call Jin, he knew the others won’t like it if they’ll found out that he is calling him.
“What!!” Jin shouted. Kazuya was used to it, everything he’ll try to call Jin, Jin will always answer yet all he could hear are shouts from the other.
“What was that!” Kazuya asked. “You married Meisa? And She is even pregnant. Jin why do you always do such irresponsible things.” Kazuya said.
“Well, I am not you Kamenashi. I never tried to be perfect.” Jin simply answered.
“You left KAT-TUN for your career and now you are going to ruined it by suddenly marrying?”
“Who says about ruining my career? I surely love my life now. I am going to be a father, I still have my career and I am married. If you are just jealous then just tell me. But seriously, move on.” Jin said mocking Kazuya. After hearing that Kazuya hang up, everytime he calls Jin is the one whole hung up on him but this time, he just do not know what to say. What Jin said was somehow true. How could he love someone like him after all this years.
End of Flashback
Kazuya remembered all those events when he tries to call Jin but Jin will only shout at him saying he is annoying and a burden to him when all he wants is to fix everything between the two of them. All the things he dreamt before came through his mind again but this time he see the faces, he knew Jin was the guy in his dreams who seemed to care so much for him yet it changes when Jin chooses his career over him and KAT-TUN.
He remembered how hurt and mad he was when Jin broke up with him. He remembered how Jin left them for LA a year after their debut and how Jin left again before their NMP tour. He remembered all the pain Jin had caused him. He remembered how he hated Jin before the accident.
Kazuya remembered everything. That is why when he opened his eyes that night all he could feel is pain in head. The pain was unbearable so he tried to woke up Yamapi who had fallen as sleep on the chair beside him.
“Pi~! It hurts. My head hurts so much” He mumbled shaking the latter. Yamapi opened his eyes and he saw the pained expression on Kazuya’s face. He panicked and woke up everyone. Tatsuya was the one who got up first.
“Let’s bring him to the hospital.” Tatsuya declared. Thankfully Yamapi had the key of one of Jin’s car, they rushed to the car to take Kazuya to the hospital.
To be Continued
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yo! so im somehow late in updating ne...:D
sorry!!:D i was working on my thesis proposal so yeah...:D
and also omedetou kat-tun on their 6th day sales!!!that was amazing...
all the hyphens are amazing...:D
^.^ kame gained his memory back now ne...
but in this chapter i gave a hint about the secret do you have any clue on what going to happen on the next chapters...:D
Is the secret obvious now or what?:D
but as always thank you to everyone who keeps supporting this fic
comments and feedback are always loved♥♥♥ ^.^