[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 14)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Everyone was in the living room, all they could hear are the shouts from Jin’s room. Jin’s manager is scolding Jin due to his carelessness. They knew he was so pissed off and disappointed at Jin.
Few hours ago when they arrived at Jin’s house, Jin’s manager is already there. He immediately threw the pictures in front of Jin, those are pictures of Jin and Kazuya during the trip. It was obvious that they were having fun. People who doesn’t know akame will think that they were just normal friends hanging out but Jin and Kazu were rumored to be in a relationship a hundred times already. Fans might think that they acting cold towards each other just to hide their real relationship and seeing this pictures might start another rumor about the two which might end Jin’s career in LA. Everyone also found out that Jin didn’t really told his manager to cancel all his interviews and rehearsal for those 2 days which made him angrier.Jin and his manager decided to talk alone so they went to Jin’s room yet the shouts can still be heard from the living room.
“You are not even famous yet. Are you really that irresponsible? You didn’t even answer the phone calls, and then we will find out about these photos! You are lucky that this isn’t released yet, we paid just to avoid the negative rumors again about you!”
“I just needed a break, ok! I didn’t know paparazzi were following us” Jin shouted back.
“You needed a break?. You just got back from London. No wonder you weren’t that famous in Japan, a lazy ass like you don’t deserve the fame.” The manager said as Jin tried to his best not to punch him.
“I am working as hard as I could.”
“Well I can’t see it. And also why are your friends staying here. Do you know that the media found out that you and Meisa are not living in the same roof? If they found out that your Johnny's friends are living here and she’s not, they might form another bad rumor about you.”
“I can’t just kick them out. They are my friends and this is my place.”
“Well, I already called Meisa. Starting tomorrow, she and your daughter will be staying here for good. Be a responsible artist, father and husband, Akanishi” His manager said as Jin released an annoyed groan.
“Stop making a mess, we are not going to pay again just to clean it up for you.” He added them walked out.
As soon as Jin’s manager left the others went up to his room to check on him.
“Jin?” Kazuya was the first one who come close to him. He sat beside Jin who was sitting the couch.
“Could you guys please leave me alone for a moment?” Jin said trying to be calm. He hates being scolded.
“But Jin, you don’t seem ok.” Kazuya said worriedly.
“I said leave me alone, ok!” Jin shouted as Tatsuya took Kazuya away from Jin. They all knew Jin needs time to cool down.
“But Tat-chan will Jin be ok?” Kazuya asked.
“Jin gets mad easily. He just need time to be alone for now. Later, We could all talk to him so he’ll feel better.” Tatsuya explained.
“We should have been careful. It wasn’t all Jin’s fault but that stupid manager is blaming him.” Kazuya said sadly.
“We should worry about ourselves too. The photos had probably reached Japan. Johnny will not be amused.” Koki interrupted.
“I should call Johnny to apologize, I didn’t keep my promise. He might tell us to go back, I still do not want to go back” Kazuya said.
“We’ll call him tomorrow. You are tired Kame-chan, let’s go to bed ne” Yuichi tried to convinced the younger.
“But…”
“Please…”
“Ok” Kazuya finally agreed.
“We’ll talk to Jin later ne.” Ryo said as the others went to bed except him and Yamapi.
“Do you think Jin is going to be fine?” Yamapi asked.
“Of course. He just needed sometime alone.” Ryo said and just then they saw Jin going down the stairs.
“Oy! Where are you going?” Yamapi shouted trying to stop Jin.
“Out!” Jin just replied and went out.
“I hope he won’t do something stupid. He can’t afford another scandal.” Yamapi sighed.
“Do you think we must follow him?” Ryo asked.
“Jin wont drink alone in times like this, he probably called his LA friends and we might just annoy him more if we follow him. Let’s go to bed for now.” Yamapi suggested as Ryo agrees.
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“I told you so.” Josh immediately said to Jin after Jin told him everything that happened. “You might be happy being with them but being with them means trouble and scandals. They are going to be the reason why you can’t be successful here”
“It wasn’t their fault”
“Of course it wasn’t. It is yours because you let them inside your life again. Focus on your career, don’t care too much for them and you’ll probably be on track again.”
“Meisa will be staying at my house starting tomorrow.”
“That is so much better. In that way you could focus on taking care of her and your baby than spending time with your former bandmates.”
“Would it be worth it to forget about him just because I want to be famous in LA. Just because being with him wont stop all those rumors and scandals about us?”
“Why are you here in LA, Jin? You are here to be famous. You got your chance Jin, don’t waste it.” Josh told him as Jin thinks deeply again.
That night he didn’t went home. Kazuya was so worried when he found out Jin went out and didn’t went home for the whole night, he tried calling him but Jin never answered. When Yamapi tried calling, Jin pick it up saying he is staying with Meisa but they’ll be at home at night.
When the night came, Kazuya was the one who felt so excited when they heard the front door opening.
“Jin?” Kazuya said excitedly yet his smile faded when he saw who was with Jin.
“Meisa and my baby will be staying here from now on.” Jin said as they enter the house.
“Oh, that’s good isn’t it. At least you’ll spend more time with your wife and you child.” Yuichi answered.
“Yes, Its good that I will be spending more time with my little princess” Jin smiled.
“Have you eaten dinner already?” Kazuya asked worriedly.
“We had. Don’t bother.” Jin just replied and went near Meisa who was now talking to Yamapi while carrying their child.
“Hey, how are you?” Yamapi greeted Meisa then his eyes turned towards the three months old baby. “It’s my first time to see her. She’s really adorable.”
“Of course what do expect. I am the father.” Jin said as Yamapi smack him.
“Or maybe because Meisa is the mother.” Yamapi retorted back. “Can I carry her?” Yamapi asked as Meisa nodded.
“Oy my wife and daughter are tired let them take a rest.”
“Let me just hold the baby for awhile” Yamapi said while carrying the baby. “When you grew up please don’t be a baka like your father” Yamapi whispered while playing at the child’s finger.
“Don’t teach my child such bad things.”
“I think we need to take a rest now.” Meisa said getting the child from Yamapi’s arms.
“Oh, ok. But it is good., that you’ll be staying here from now on.” Yamapi said and Meisa smiled at him.
“Goodnight, Jin!” Kazuya shouted when Jin and Meisa was on their way to the room but Jin didn’t even look back.
“Is it just me or Jin is completely ignoring Kazuya?” Koki whispered. “I swear If I see even just one tear from Kazuya’s eyes because of Jin, ill punch him.” Koki threatened.
“He will receive one from me too.” Tatsuya answered seeing the sad expression on Kazuya’s face.
“Ne, Tat-chan I want to go to sleep now.” Kazuya said as he too went upstairs.
Flashback(2006)
“What?” Kazuya shouted.
“Jin is going to LA. He will be away for 6 months.” Their manager told them. Kazuya can’t believe what he is hearing, Jin didn’t told it to him.
Everyone was mad hearing the announcement from their manager, they can’t believe that Jin decided to leave when they just finally debuted. Kazuya was the one who is affected the most. His relationship with Jin is a secret, no one knew about It besides the two if them .
“Jin what was that? Why did you decide to go?You didn’t even tell me about it before you decide.” Kazuya shouted. They are now at their apartment.
“You know that it’s my dream to study in US. I cannot let you stop me!” Jin shouted back.
“I am not going to stop you if this is really what you want! But as your lover I have the right to know about it.” Kazuya answered back. “Jin, you’ll be leaving. We just debuted, you got responsibility as a KAT-TUN member. “ Kazuya wasn’t able to finish when Jin interrupted.
“See, this is why I don’t want to tell it to you. You will just me from going. Kazuya, I will never gave up the things I wanted to do for you!.” Jin said then walked out.
Kazuya knew he doesn’t have the right to stop Jin from going. He wanted to support him on his decision but he believes that Jin should have told him about the offer to study in LA. He felt like he isn’t important to Jin.
End of Flashback
Kazuya woke up with tears in his eyes. He was sobbing and since Tatsuya was sleeping on another bed just beside him, his sobs woke up Tatsuya as well.
“Kazu, what happened?” Tatsuya asked.
“I dreamt of him again. The guy that I am always dreaming of and as usual, I can’t remember his face when I woke up. The only difference is, this time it wasn’t a happy memory, this time he left me to study abroad. Tat-chan why did he left me?” Kazuya said sobbing.
“Hey, Kame he did came back didn’t he? It’s ok ne, those were part of the past now. The past includes both happy and sad memories. That guy you are dreaming of, he might made a mistake but he cares for you.” Tatsuya hugged Kazu as Kazu just nodded. “Sleep for now ne, You’ll remember happy memories again.” Tatsuya said as they both lay in bed again.
Tatsuya was worried that because Jin is starting to act cold towards Kazuya, Kazuya is starting to remember all the bad memories he had with Jin. He is worried that once Kazuya remembers everything, Kazuya will feel all the pain he felt before again and that might be a reason for Kazuya to hate Jin again.
To be Continued
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*hides*
it is going to be sad for Jin and Kame on the next few chapters...:|
and again thank you for your continues support for this fic ne^^
comments and feedback are always loved and appreciated.....♥♥♥
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Everyone was in the living room, all they could hear are the shouts from Jin’s room. Jin’s manager is scolding Jin due to his carelessness. They knew he was so pissed off and disappointed at Jin.
Few hours ago when they arrived at Jin’s house, Jin’s manager is already there. He immediately threw the pictures in front of Jin, those are pictures of Jin and Kazuya during the trip. It was obvious that they were having fun. People who doesn’t know akame will think that they were just normal friends hanging out but Jin and Kazu were rumored to be in a relationship a hundred times already. Fans might think that they acting cold towards each other just to hide their real relationship and seeing this pictures might start another rumor about the two which might end Jin’s career in LA. Everyone also found out that Jin didn’t really told his manager to cancel all his interviews and rehearsal for those 2 days which made him angrier.Jin and his manager decided to talk alone so they went to Jin’s room yet the shouts can still be heard from the living room.
“You are not even famous yet. Are you really that irresponsible? You didn’t even answer the phone calls, and then we will find out about these photos! You are lucky that this isn’t released yet, we paid just to avoid the negative rumors again about you!”
“I just needed a break, ok! I didn’t know paparazzi were following us” Jin shouted back.
“You needed a break?. You just got back from London. No wonder you weren’t that famous in Japan, a lazy ass like you don’t deserve the fame.” The manager said as Jin tried to his best not to punch him.
“I am working as hard as I could.”
“Well I can’t see it. And also why are your friends staying here. Do you know that the media found out that you and Meisa are not living in the same roof? If they found out that your Johnny's friends are living here and she’s not, they might form another bad rumor about you.”
“I can’t just kick them out. They are my friends and this is my place.”
“Well, I already called Meisa. Starting tomorrow, she and your daughter will be staying here for good. Be a responsible artist, father and husband, Akanishi” His manager said as Jin released an annoyed groan.
“Stop making a mess, we are not going to pay again just to clean it up for you.” He added them walked out.
As soon as Jin’s manager left the others went up to his room to check on him.
“Jin?” Kazuya was the first one who come close to him. He sat beside Jin who was sitting the couch.
“Could you guys please leave me alone for a moment?” Jin said trying to be calm. He hates being scolded.
“But Jin, you don’t seem ok.” Kazuya said worriedly.
“I said leave me alone, ok!” Jin shouted as Tatsuya took Kazuya away from Jin. They all knew Jin needs time to cool down.
“But Tat-chan will Jin be ok?” Kazuya asked.
“Jin gets mad easily. He just need time to be alone for now. Later, We could all talk to him so he’ll feel better.” Tatsuya explained.
“We should have been careful. It wasn’t all Jin’s fault but that stupid manager is blaming him.” Kazuya said sadly.
“We should worry about ourselves too. The photos had probably reached Japan. Johnny will not be amused.” Koki interrupted.
“I should call Johnny to apologize, I didn’t keep my promise. He might tell us to go back, I still do not want to go back” Kazuya said.
“We’ll call him tomorrow. You are tired Kame-chan, let’s go to bed ne” Yuichi tried to convinced the younger.
“But…”
“Please…”
“Ok” Kazuya finally agreed.
“We’ll talk to Jin later ne.” Ryo said as the others went to bed except him and Yamapi.
“Do you think Jin is going to be fine?” Yamapi asked.
“Of course. He just needed sometime alone.” Ryo said and just then they saw Jin going down the stairs.
“Oy! Where are you going?” Yamapi shouted trying to stop Jin.
“Out!” Jin just replied and went out.
“I hope he won’t do something stupid. He can’t afford another scandal.” Yamapi sighed.
“Do you think we must follow him?” Ryo asked.
“Jin wont drink alone in times like this, he probably called his LA friends and we might just annoy him more if we follow him. Let’s go to bed for now.” Yamapi suggested as Ryo agrees.
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“I told you so.” Josh immediately said to Jin after Jin told him everything that happened. “You might be happy being with them but being with them means trouble and scandals. They are going to be the reason why you can’t be successful here”
“It wasn’t their fault”
“Of course it wasn’t. It is yours because you let them inside your life again. Focus on your career, don’t care too much for them and you’ll probably be on track again.”
“Meisa will be staying at my house starting tomorrow.”
“That is so much better. In that way you could focus on taking care of her and your baby than spending time with your former bandmates.”
“Would it be worth it to forget about him just because I want to be famous in LA. Just because being with him wont stop all those rumors and scandals about us?”
“Why are you here in LA, Jin? You are here to be famous. You got your chance Jin, don’t waste it.” Josh told him as Jin thinks deeply again.
That night he didn’t went home. Kazuya was so worried when he found out Jin went out and didn’t went home for the whole night, he tried calling him but Jin never answered. When Yamapi tried calling, Jin pick it up saying he is staying with Meisa but they’ll be at home at night.
When the night came, Kazuya was the one who felt so excited when they heard the front door opening.
“Jin?” Kazuya said excitedly yet his smile faded when he saw who was with Jin.
“Meisa and my baby will be staying here from now on.” Jin said as they enter the house.
“Oh, that’s good isn’t it. At least you’ll spend more time with your wife and you child.” Yuichi answered.
“Yes, Its good that I will be spending more time with my little princess” Jin smiled.
“Have you eaten dinner already?” Kazuya asked worriedly.
“We had. Don’t bother.” Jin just replied and went near Meisa who was now talking to Yamapi while carrying their child.
“Hey, how are you?” Yamapi greeted Meisa then his eyes turned towards the three months old baby. “It’s my first time to see her. She’s really adorable.”
“Of course what do expect. I am the father.” Jin said as Yamapi smack him.
“Or maybe because Meisa is the mother.” Yamapi retorted back. “Can I carry her?” Yamapi asked as Meisa nodded.
“Oy my wife and daughter are tired let them take a rest.”
“Let me just hold the baby for awhile” Yamapi said while carrying the baby. “When you grew up please don’t be a baka like your father” Yamapi whispered while playing at the child’s finger.
“Don’t teach my child such bad things.”
“I think we need to take a rest now.” Meisa said getting the child from Yamapi’s arms.
“Oh, ok. But it is good., that you’ll be staying here from now on.” Yamapi said and Meisa smiled at him.
“Goodnight, Jin!” Kazuya shouted when Jin and Meisa was on their way to the room but Jin didn’t even look back.
“Is it just me or Jin is completely ignoring Kazuya?” Koki whispered. “I swear If I see even just one tear from Kazuya’s eyes because of Jin, ill punch him.” Koki threatened.
“He will receive one from me too.” Tatsuya answered seeing the sad expression on Kazuya’s face.
“Ne, Tat-chan I want to go to sleep now.” Kazuya said as he too went upstairs.
Flashback(2006)
“What?” Kazuya shouted.
“Jin is going to LA. He will be away for 6 months.” Their manager told them. Kazuya can’t believe what he is hearing, Jin didn’t told it to him.
Everyone was mad hearing the announcement from their manager, they can’t believe that Jin decided to leave when they just finally debuted. Kazuya was the one who is affected the most. His relationship with Jin is a secret, no one knew about It besides the two if them .
“Jin what was that? Why did you decide to go?You didn’t even tell me about it before you decide.” Kazuya shouted. They are now at their apartment.
“You know that it’s my dream to study in US. I cannot let you stop me!” Jin shouted back.
“I am not going to stop you if this is really what you want! But as your lover I have the right to know about it.” Kazuya answered back. “Jin, you’ll be leaving. We just debuted, you got responsibility as a KAT-TUN member. “ Kazuya wasn’t able to finish when Jin interrupted.
“See, this is why I don’t want to tell it to you. You will just me from going. Kazuya, I will never gave up the things I wanted to do for you!.” Jin said then walked out.
Kazuya knew he doesn’t have the right to stop Jin from going. He wanted to support him on his decision but he believes that Jin should have told him about the offer to study in LA. He felt like he isn’t important to Jin.
End of Flashback
Kazuya woke up with tears in his eyes. He was sobbing and since Tatsuya was sleeping on another bed just beside him, his sobs woke up Tatsuya as well.
“Kazu, what happened?” Tatsuya asked.
“I dreamt of him again. The guy that I am always dreaming of and as usual, I can’t remember his face when I woke up. The only difference is, this time it wasn’t a happy memory, this time he left me to study abroad. Tat-chan why did he left me?” Kazuya said sobbing.
“Hey, Kame he did came back didn’t he? It’s ok ne, those were part of the past now. The past includes both happy and sad memories. That guy you are dreaming of, he might made a mistake but he cares for you.” Tatsuya hugged Kazu as Kazu just nodded. “Sleep for now ne, You’ll remember happy memories again.” Tatsuya said as they both lay in bed again.
Tatsuya was worried that because Jin is starting to act cold towards Kazuya, Kazuya is starting to remember all the bad memories he had with Jin. He is worried that once Kazuya remembers everything, Kazuya will feel all the pain he felt before again and that might be a reason for Kazuya to hate Jin again.
To be Continued
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*hides*
it is going to be sad for Jin and Kame on the next few chapters...:|
and again thank you for your continues support for this fic ne^^
comments and feedback are always loved and appreciated.....♥♥♥