So, my mom is now letting me work out at the gym (Which means I've gained enough wait to work out now... Eww..), but now I can get rid of that weight now that I've gained. Which is awesome! I was going to go today, however, my mom had me move it to tomorrow because I have a doctors appointment and then I have to go to my aunts to help move. Kind of ( Read more... )

Starting the 25th of this month, I'm going to begin being home schooled. To be honest, I'm really relieved that this happened. I've always learned better when I actually reading it for myself and not sitting in a classroom with other kids feeling like I'm going out of my fucking mind! I swear, for me, when I walk into a classroom, any desire to ( Read more... )

Watched the movies Death Note 1 and 2 today. I'd been meaning to do this for some time now, being that I really, really loved the Manga as well as the Anime to the series Death Note. Today I finally got around to finally watching the movies, and I gotta say, that were very, very well done. I think I can say that they were even better than the anime ( Read more... )

Struggling to get back on track... I gained about 15 pounds in less than a month. I've gained so much weight and can't stand it. Need to lose weight before Valentines Days, that's my goal. Gonna start working out again; But this time, at a Gym. Keeps me more dedicated to want to work out more and lose weight. Can't stand my skin right now... I hate ( Read more... )

Only have an apple a day for this week. Need to lose the extra weight I've gained. I blaming it on my boyfriend, really. He's been taking me out to eat all the time, and I've been having trouble resist... I've even gone to McDonalds! Oh fuck! But I feel pretty confident that I can lose this extra weight that I've gained over the past month and to ( Read more... )

I'm on another fucking fast. I don't know what happen yesterday but somehow I managed to gain 4 pounds! And all I had was two chicken breast! I'm hoping that tomorrow the weight will be gone and I'm hoping that the weight was just from all the water I drank! I had about 15 bottles of water to, One, get the laxatives through my system quicker, and ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in some time; Well, from my usual daily update.

Well, I haven't eaten since Thursday. When I let myself have Sweet potato casserole. Can't eat till Monday; First day of school! I can't believe school is already starting back again! It feel like I only started summer a while ago! How did summer come and go so quickly?!

Me and my ( Read more... )

So, today was the day that I was going to allow myself so eat something. I had been craving Baked Penne with Sausage forever! But, I told myself that I wasn't ready to have that right now. I felt like I would lose control and would binge; And I didn't want that. Then, I decided last night that I would have a chicken breast; But, when I woke up this ( Read more... )

Me and my boyfriend got in a hung fight; He never fights with me, but last night, we've never fought like that. I'll admit that I started the fight... He was annoying, so me being the sarcastic person that I am, threw a few sarcastic comments. Maybe I drew the line with lazy ass and no good? It was probably a bit harsh, but he was pissing me off, ( Read more... )

Well, I fasted since Monday and today.... I had 2 serving of Lasagna. And I am extremely full!! Tomorrow I'm going to fast again, and then have something really light on Monday.