Stupid MF
I haven't updated in some time; Well, from my usual daily update.
Well, I haven't eaten since Thursday. When I let myself have Sweet potato casserole. Can't eat till Monday; First day of school! I can't believe school is already starting back again! It feel like I only started summer a while ago! How did summer come and go so quickly?!
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Monday is your first day? Oh, that's horrible! I've got another couple of weeks. Thank god! I'm no where closing to wanting to let people see me yet.
Wow, I just confused the heck out of myself. I was going to say, you should tell him that he's not your bitch and to stop acting like it. But that would be bitching him around, huh? So what to do, what to do... Well he has to know he can't just bend over backwards for you constantly.
To your situation with Kyle: ouuuch. You're not being selfish, I think you're just overwhelmed. And it is about you. I mean, these two guys love YOU. So you make up your mind what YOU want to do. :)
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I'm not exactly ready, but what I'm planning is, I'll eat on monday, and then fast till Saturday. I won't really think to much about food because I'll be in school. Thats my next plan. So, I'm not too depressed about it starting back. I'm thinking of it as something to keep my mind away from food :]
Haha, "Bitching him around"
I couldn't help but laugh at that.
Yea, thats what I'm doing. I'm really sitting down to think about what exactly it is I won't. It's just; They both are almost part of me. Which makes it ten times harder.
But, I know now that I still only want to be with Chris. I just don't know how to stop Kyle :/
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I admire you so much, like seriously. Your ability to fast like this puts me in awe.
That's what I LOVE about school! :) Such a good distraction. And even when you get home, you've got homework and other things to do. I might wind up having lunch with my sister this year, though, so I might find myself being forced to eat lunch. >< She'll watch me like a hawk.
Lol, sorry. :P
I'm sure you'll think of something with Kyle. <3
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