I had a plenty of dreams ( Read more... )

I have felt quite depressed and anxious this week so far, even if nothing bad has happened. Fortunately, it has made me realize that I should start taking better care of the most important building blocks of life, such as nutrition and exercise and sleep and hygiene ( Read more... )

Last night when I went to bed, I felt strange cramps in my underbelly. I knew I should have emptied my MoonCup, but I didn’t feel like getting up because my bed felt so nice. I hoped I wouldn’t get toxic shock syndrome simply because I didn’t feel like getting up from my bed ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about the Doctor Who episode Blink, where Kathy Nightingale ends up being zapped to the year 1920 by a Weeping Angel, and ended up leading a full and happy life. In the dream, she started hosting a children’s TV show where she paints pictures on a huge canvas along with telling a fairy tale ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated for a while now, because I have been too busy sleeping and having Christmas angst and a kind of an identity crisis; am I a bitter, cynical nihilist, or a happy- go- lucky little pixie? I would like to be the latter, but I guess I am more the former ( Read more... )

I didn’t get much sleep during last night, even if I had taken my evening medicine in time. Or actually I had an hour early, because I was feeling manic and moody. I guess it’s my PMS, the symptoms of my schizophrenia always get worse at that time ( Read more... )

I had a sleepover at Eleclya’s home during the night between Saturday and Sunday.
I had a dream where I was in a public place, wearing nothing but a brassiere and panties, and I tried to wake myself up so I wouldn’t be further humiliated. It’s always the same when I have a dream about being in a public place naked or in my underwear, I always know ( Read more... )

I had a really bad dream, a regular nightmare last night ( Read more... )

As I mentioned in my last entry, my friend Elyseé came over to my home for a sleepover. We had had a get- together at Pinky’s home, and we had had great fun with our friends and ate lots of treats ( Read more... )

Ever since the electroshock therapy ended, I have felt confused and depressed, as if I have been turned into completely different person ( Read more... )