I haven’t updated for a while now, it’s mainly because I have been busy ( Read more... )

Last night I had to take four tranquilizers before I changed from “apocalyptic angst” into “alright”. I wonder if I am getting used to those meds because it seems like they don’t affect me anymore. I noticed suddenly when I stopped having the weird white noise I usually feel in my brains ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream where me and my mother drove a motor sled to a town to buy chocolate ( Read more... )

I got up at two o’clock in the afternoon, took my morning medicine and biotin supplement, put lotion on my face and got dressed ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream where I hosted an Easter party at my home. In the dream, Eleclya's ex- boyfriend Jazz came over, and got so drunk that he passed out on the floor, just like he has done many times ( Read more... )

Last night I had horrid nightmares; in one of them, I had died and if I wanted to go to Heaven, I had to walk through my own personal Hell that was made of things I am afraid the most. Incidentally, they were pictures of horror movie monsters, not real- life scenarios that cause me the most anxiety ( Read more... )

Last night I had an absolutely ghastly nightmare; Nazis won the World War three, and all people were enslaved ( Read more... )

I spent the entirety of yesterday evening washing laundry, it took a long time because even when I use the program that only takes half of the time, it still takes about an hour and 45 minutes, boo yah. I still managed to wash plenty of laundry, and I was supposed to take it downstairs to the common drying room; but I was feeling so psychotic and ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream where I went to a New Year party dressed as Alex from The Clockwork OrangeIn another dream, I joined the Girl Scouts. I have been thinking of doing that in real life as well, because there is no age limit in my home country’s scouts and it would give me something to do ( Read more... )

Last night I had dreams about time travel with the aid of Weeping Angels. I also had dreams of studying in Hogwarts, and seeing my worst fear in the form of a boggart ( Read more... )