jeez. a huge white box to do nothing but fill it up. So wonderful to think nanoseconds ago it was allll empty. Im so content in life and that is important. Number one priority for me is happiness and progression. my gpa is up im transfering to a better paying job and in a great relationship. sweet. i think i have this life this down, but ( Read more... )

hey. God i need a new journal. Like a bought one please,sheesh. Things are going great. Why am i sort of miserable? Yesterday was the WORST day of my life and i didn't even know why.No i do know why i ahd a TAKE HOME FINAL and got a 80 on it. yes something that most people got 90's and 100's...i get an 80. I commend myself on being a fun, ( Read more... )

budddy is standing behind me writing a list of rules and demanding i guess what they are. They consist of "no smoking" "no fucking w my guitar" "no touching my christmas lights" "play the bango" and "rip up your paper." Hes cracking himself up. Why am i always chumped? How am i chumped you ask? Welll i'll tell you! Buddy is setting the scence " ( Read more... )

if u havent seen my room. U should. it's a damn hippie museum. from rain sticks to woodstock pics to not one space of wall showing, my life story is told through my room--- i love it. This weekend i will paint the sectioned wall and my tv stand with all different wacky designs pictures and such.(waiting next weekend for finishing touches w alex) i ( Read more... )

friday did all the work. friday night was excellent. i love when you think you are going out not doing much of anything and it turns out to be a strange weird yet awesome night. ingredients that made it this ( Read more... )

change is inevitible. If i wrotE a month ago it woulda been hostile, sobbing and lies. The last post was cleary me in denial and blinded by what i thought was love. Im way too young to love. IT felt good, but wasn't true. I wish for nothing but the best for him and hope that he suceeds. I hope he takes all those wonderful qualities that i see in ( Read more... )

hi keyboard. what's up. PEPPER and OAR was insane. sunday bloody sunday cover last night -innncredible). I had this idea i wasn't able to smoke pot without my thoughts becoming cyclic and overanalyzing thinking the world hates me but last night was the best high ever. Maybe im not a insecure idiot, afterall!!! Tailgating all day is always fun..all ( Read more... )

well hello my dear darling katy of mine ( Read more... )

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let go of your heart, let go of your head ( Read more... )