So this morning was actually fun:
My dad woke me up with his weed whacker thing so i took a nap after my shower... and i had a realyl weird dream that i had like a bajillion babies, but they were all dolls...
Then Colleen came and picked me up
we went to the freshman music cookout thing and played ULTIMATE ( Read more... )

I'm tired
I woke up this morning and my eye was like bloodshot to the max,.... and my throat hurt.. and my nose is stuffy.
oy vey
And then school was ..well, school...
- Happy B-day to DIANA yesterday btw
- We disected rats/cats/piggies in AP BIO... and Christine (my partner ( Read more... )

So i drove thru a crosswalk when a lady on THE OTHER ( Read more... )

I love the feeling
of knowing I don't belong here...

I love watching things fuck up right in front of my eyes...
 ...it makes me want to live even more

Today I was happy
... yeah, I know, I have no horrible reason that's keeping me from being happy... but like, I'm haven't been genuinely happy in.. awhile...  it was really nice to smile and want to smile, instead of smiling so everyone else isn't in a bad mood too...
.. so, AP bio was really fun today... just cuz Sam made me laugh the whole time ( Read more... )

Vaca's almost over... kinda sad... 'specially cause I gotta do most of my AP Bio tomorrow... and that spanish essay for Rizz...
Prom was fun... kinda screwed up.. but still fun - had a fun date : )
...  Slept over Ces' House Sunday  night : )  she's the WOMANNNNNNN : )
..we watched Finding Neverland. omg.. so sad... and then we watched ( Read more... )

hahaahahaha I'm EXHAUSTED!!
the musical's fun though... today we had dress rehearsal with the ( Read more... )

http://community.webshots.com/user/katmb88
^ new allstate pics in the "random" section ^
need sleep ahora mismo..
kinda stressed and worried....
just really glad we only have 2 periods tomorrow (one of which is Girl's Glee)
    Katy hartwell is hilarious, and had a wiklid good ( Read more... )

so grounded from AIM cuz my mom's ridiculous
and i gave her attitude... : o  uhhh ohhh...
allstate was SO MUCH FUN and i'm so fucking behind in school now
like boston was like fake world and now im back to the real world and i just wanna cry
that's about how overwhelmed i am
and i havent talked to anyone over the weekend, cuz it was absolutely ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for however vain and ridiculous this is gonna sound:
    i hate everything right about now...
maybe not everything.. maybe just myself
   maybe it bothers me that I grew out of bad habits and can't go days without eating again... and maybe it bothers me that I look the way I do..
maybe i really don't get why ppl would like me, and I'm ( Read more... )