this terrible mess i'm makin..
So i drove thru a crosswalk when a lady on THE OTHER
SIDE OF THE ROAD was waiting.. anddddd my dad tweaked... and i was
kinda like oh wow, like scared that i didnt notice lol.. and i guess i
didn't react scared enough? or concerned enough? so we had a Mom, Dad,
Kat discussion about my "being in a different world" and "taking the
car away for 3 days might help" .... like i'm gonna become mroe
responsible because you take the car away for three days... are you
fucking serious?
I SUCK AT LIFE
ASDALKSDJALKSJDALKDJSADS
i'm gonna go read and daydream about running away or like.. i dk disappearing...it makes me feel better.... lol, it wuldnt really make a difference if i left anyways
fuck it whatever
i had a really good doctor's appt. tonite too.. i was feeling really good about life
and then i came back home
and talked to stevo, and realized I'm irresponsible.. and care too much
blah
I SUCK AT LIFE
ASDALKSDJALKSJDALKDJSADS
i'm gonna go read and daydream about running away or like.. i dk disappearing...it makes me feel better.... lol, it wuldnt really make a difference if i left anyways
fuck it whatever
i had a really good doctor's appt. tonite too.. i was feeling really good about life
and then i came back home
and talked to stevo, and realized I'm irresponsible.. and care too much
blah