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Today I was happy
... yeah, I know, I have no horrible reason that's keeping me from being happy... but like, I'm haven't been genuinely happy in.. awhile... it was really nice to smile and want to smile, instead of smiling so everyone else isn't in a bad mood too...
.. so, AP bio was really fun today... just cuz Sam made me laugh the whole time.. besides the breaking of Mr. Bones arm... hehehe...
... and I was dreading a Doctor's appt. all day,... and me and my mom went and it turned out to be what I needed... everything worked out really well.. and it felt awesome to sit back and be like... I'm better... and honestly mean it... it brought me and my mom closer too.. and we talked the whole car ride home... just about everything possible... it's kinda cool, cuz, she deals with the same shit I do.. and as much as we bicker about shit.. we understand where each other is coming from... she learned almost as much as I did from the appointment...
Of course the appointment was in Medway... right across from the Plant Store... place me and the girls used to eat at Frosh & soph year... and I looked at it, and pushed it outta my mind...until the Doctor lady started askin me about friends and shit... and I lost it... I think it was a good breaking point tho... kinda woke me up and gave me the realization that things change, and it's OkAy... I just hadn't grasped the reality yet... but I got it there... I got some hope there too...
..sooooooo anways, tonite was relaxing, me and Stevo watched Toy Story 2 on Disney... such a Great movie, and mañana, we're goin to the pawwwssooxxxx ... so anywho, i'mm go : )
... yeah, I know, I have no horrible reason that's keeping me from being happy... but like, I'm haven't been genuinely happy in.. awhile... it was really nice to smile and want to smile, instead of smiling so everyone else isn't in a bad mood too...
.. so, AP bio was really fun today... just cuz Sam made me laugh the whole time.. besides the breaking of Mr. Bones arm... hehehe...
... and I was dreading a Doctor's appt. all day,... and me and my mom went and it turned out to be what I needed... everything worked out really well.. and it felt awesome to sit back and be like... I'm better... and honestly mean it... it brought me and my mom closer too.. and we talked the whole car ride home... just about everything possible... it's kinda cool, cuz, she deals with the same shit I do.. and as much as we bicker about shit.. we understand where each other is coming from... she learned almost as much as I did from the appointment...
Of course the appointment was in Medway... right across from the Plant Store... place me and the girls used to eat at Frosh & soph year... and I looked at it, and pushed it outta my mind...until the Doctor lady started askin me about friends and shit... and I lost it... I think it was a good breaking point tho... kinda woke me up and gave me the realization that things change, and it's OkAy... I just hadn't grasped the reality yet... but I got it there... I got some hope there too...
..sooooooo anways, tonite was relaxing, me and Stevo watched Toy Story 2 on Disney... such a Great movie, and mañana, we're goin to the pawwwssooxxxx ... so anywho, i'mm go : )