B came over, Lawyer David did not, we had hot tub time, then I cooked dinner, we ate outside, then more hot tub time, then we snuggled, now it is time for sleep ( Read more... )

Once I was offline, from work anyway, all the stressors and interpersonal changes and interactions from the week came flooding, so much to process, panic attack ( Read more... )

definitely,

pleasure as sorcery,

private pleasure levels you up for dealing with society,

has always,

been,

thus

[totally writing my poetry book, click on nanopomo, Bug markets himself]

for only an hour??

really enjoying this Saturday, I think K taught me how to enjoy

but despite the clouds, there is a sun, somewhere, and I'm definitely feeling the more sun of spring approaching, if all I do is work from / live from this house at least I can watch the pattern of the seasons through these trapezoidal custom Atomic Ranch windows

the guy who taught me, first taught me, how to enjoy my butt,

he was otherwise a horrible human being, I decided,

but all these years later, he -- he's the one who taught me how to enjoy my butt,

who else would've taught me?

is the excuse to be naked outside -- how many of you have been naked outside this year?

heh, I'm at the condo, not in the hot tub, but I'm naked on the bed here, with the windows open, thinking about being naked outside, which I can do at the house, in the hot tub,

who gets to be naked outside?