Not many really even know this about me but I'm tired but can't sleep so I am just going to star typing too see what my brain bleeds out so here it goes. I have had social anxiety pretty much my whole life, lately I have had ongoing anxiety and a few days ago (luckily I was alone) I had an anxiety attack..I guess..a panic attack? and I don't know, ( Read more... )

Not even minimum wage jobs are hiring. With the worst business conditions since 1982. More reported customer demand dropping, and shrinking profit margins. Tens of thousands more layoffs. If you know anyone that is hiring or if your place of work is hiring please let me know I am so tired of being broke and I am so tired of job hunting, I hate that ( Read more... )

haven't posted in awhile..

first off hellocharger playing El Corazon dec 21:

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It's been such a hectic month..people stealing from my house, stealing Grant's ipod, stealing our rent money, dislocating my shoulder, being yelled at and put down, but tonight was good ( Read more... )

Working as a cook at Red Robin was exciting to go to but now I'm dreading it...I was working when it was busy and there was something I could not do right yet, so Juan (a manager) told me to go prep food, my shift was over at 3pm it was 3:20pm I finished prepping food I clocked out and left, but I got a call, that Juan was pist at me and wanted me ( Read more... )

So I start training at Red Robin as a cook Friday.. and I'm going to quit Lowe's Home Improvement tomorrow (technically today) they cut me and a bunch of others to 10 hours a week... is that legal? I was so pist and now soo over itanyhow I'm boggled on how I'm going to make rent this next month I might have to beg my father for some money wich is ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's getting close to a year that I have been back from the Caribbean.. but really I can believe it...allot has happened..and a year down there seemed allot longer ( Read more... )

never stop the car on a drive in the dark ( Read more... )

she has a heart made of stone.

..my garden manager said with anticipation, yaya! I said with sarcasm and an open mouth smile (like I do ( Read more... )