New stuff
So I start training at Red Robin as a cook Friday.. and I'm going to quit Lowe's Home Improvement tomorrow (technically today) they cut me and a bunch of others to 10 hours a week... is that legal? I was so pist and now soo over itanyhow I'm boggled on how I'm going to make rent this next month I might have to beg my father for some money wich is like pulling teeth not because he's mean but he is broke as well.. I feel like a loser asking.. speaking of loser.. I was cooking dinner for me and Bree and Mark (my roomate) and a bunch of others were all hangin' out smokin' pot and being social.. Bree is all having a good time chatting and smoking with them, and my anxiety kicks in, and Bree felt bad so she came to my room with me.. I felt like a big loser.. and I know she understands..and thats one of the many reasons I love her so.. but I kept apologizing saying I was sorry.. usually that would make someone mad and then I would be nervous and apologize more..... but she sat down with me looked into my eyes.. and said I love you.. and held my face telling me she would much rather be with me and snuggles with me... and I basically melted. She is the biggest sweetheart.. I really do love her.. it's been more than three months now.
Anywhoo..I'm excited for my new job.
Anywhoo..I'm excited for my new job.