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A photo
I just HAD to share this photo John took tonight... I don't usually manhandle the cats but I gave Scouty different food (she turned her nose up at their special treat of freshly-cooked chicken breast and insisted on her regular gooshyfood out of a can :( ) Silver and Tessie demolished their chicken, and the chicken that Scouty didn't want, and then ( Read more... ) -
I'm pathetic
I've been listening to some of the filk music I downloaded and wishing I could be 'as good as them'... I can imagine myself making a stir in the fairly small pond that is filk, but realistically I know it's never going to happen. ( read entry ) -
FILK - Unwanted Houseguests
(inspired by cleaning up yet another mound of termite dust from the ( Read more... ) -
The Ghost Came Back - Filk in progress (now finished)
Old Mister Johnson had troubles of his own ( Read more... ) -
Tweaking my Craft Storage
After using it for a month, I LOVE my l-shaped craft desk. It's made my crafting space a lot more functional (and a lot nicer to use), and freed up some more space elsewhere in the room. I've emptied the old desk but we haven't done anything about getting rid of it yet. It's going to go out to the skip (but I think we have to break it apart with a ( Read more... ) -
A kitchen disaster!
Last night I had an utter kitchen disaster ( Read more... ) -
Trying to be good to myself...
How long is it normal to feel like crud after a letdown? I'm wondering if I'm edging into depression again... but then the fact that I'm asking probably means that I'm NOT because I'm functioning just fine when I force myself... it's just so hard to make myself do the things that I know need to be done. It all feels very overwhelming. I'd rather ( Read more... ) -
Being brutally honest with myself
Why was God so cruel as to give me the DESIRE to be an artist and musician... without giving me the talent to back it up? After sleeping on Tim's email, I know he's right. I'm not good enough. I've never really been good enough... what's the point in having a voice powerful enough to shake the rafters when you can't stay in tune unless you sing the ( Read more... ) -
I got an answer
Basically he doesn't care... I don't think he even read my email past the first paragraph. He says he'd be happy to meet with me and John to talk it over, but there's nothing to discuss ( Read more... ) -
A letter to my minister - feedback please!
I sat down and wrote this letter to our minister... please tell me if you think it's a rational response and if it makes me sound like a reasonable person rather than a hyperemotional kook? (read the previous entry if you need the background...)( read letter )