right now i cant sleep. i wnat to call brittany but its too late and she said she was going to sleep, so nope. im kinda happy because tony and mom have agreed to let me go to brittanys house monday, but im having doubts that tony is getting the car. i really hope he does because its been almost a week since ive seen her. i really miss her and ( Read more... )

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people i ned to get out of here. this place is filled with pain, mental and emotional. ever since i got here ive been really depressed. i need one of my loved ones: karen, nora, brittany, trisha, brittni, brian, anyone, someone to rescue me from this hell. i wrote a long entry before this one but the computer forze so i had to restart. i started ( Read more... )

todaywas difficult for me. i had to go home. it completley sucks. last night all i could think about is how much i just wanted to hug brittany and just stay like that, that and how much i detest the pit i call a home.i just wish i could have a place of my own away from mom (mostly mark) and just live a happy life with brittany. i hope that day ( Read more... )

sorry i havent posted in a month. there is so much going on, and im the happiest ive been ever. i love the way things are going, the people around me, the atmosphere, everything.the reason for my recent joy is my new g/f. right now im at her house and i have been for almost three weeks. its great, i havent gotten yelled at for something i havent ( Read more... )

yesterday, when we got back from working at the house, the tech school director(principal) wanted to talk with me about my absenteeism. this is know as a review, where they talk to me to see if i can come back next year to complete my training as a carpenter. well they asked alot of questions like;why where you absent all these times, what do you ( Read more... )

hi all and ppl i dont know. today was kinda...i dont know. i was sitting in class writing with my favorite pen when all of a sudden it stops writing, so i got mad cussed really loud and trrew it to the front of the class. thank god the teacher didnt know who did it. but other than that i have been bored doing the same thing, going to school, ( Read more... )

im not sure how things are going these days, but i know that i will have some hard decisions to make and soon. things have been happenig a little too fast for me.mom and mark keep telling me to decideweather i want to move with them. so far i have told them that if i can find no place to go i will have to go with them, i also told them i wont be ( Read more... )

the past few days for me have been great. i havent really talked to jessie because i have someone better to talk to (wink). it has been great. i was going to talk to karen about going out to her house this weekend and try to talk to her about things that happened over the weekend. i have been happy for the past few days, i havent thought of jessie ( Read more... )

the past week hasnt been to interesting. im not going to go into detail. i did nothing all week long. it has been the most boring week of my life.