i think im breaking down
people i ned to get out of here. this place is filled with pain, mental and emotional. ever since i got here ive been really depressed. i need one of my loved ones: karen, nora, brittany, trisha, brittni, brian, anyone, someone to rescue me from this hell. i wrote a long entry before this one but the computer forze so i had to restart. i started the other one at close to 3:10, and i was just finishing at 3:45, so you know i had a lot to say. i need to get away from this town, away from these people. i need someone to take me away. i dont know how but being here is depressing me further. i have been here alone all day. please someone. i need one of you here. i know im whining, trust me i dont mean to, i just need to be around people that care about me, not people that dont even pretend to lke the aspect of me being here. if not for shcool, mom wouldnt have cared if i had stayed. please just find me somewhere ill be happy. id like to stay with anyone of you, or even strangers, anything is better than this. the only good thing, and i mean the only, is being able to talk to brittany, and i can do that almost anywhere. since i got back, ive been thinking about hitching a ride to arnold. ive been thinking about leaving this place for a while. i just need someone, anyone to be here with me. this is the very much shortened version.
i love you ALL
Tommy
i love you ALL
Tommy