hmmm...
im not sure how things are going these days, but i know that i will have some hard decisions to make and soon. things have been happenig a little too fast for me.mom and mark keep telling me to decideweather i want to move with them. so far i have told them that if i can find no place to go i will have to go with them, i also told them i wont be their bitch anymore. i they want me to go with them they have to do some things for themselves.
i have called a few people to see if i can stay with them and so far i have gotten 2 nos and one maybe. karen said she would talk it over iwth chris but she doesnt know what hes gonna say because jesse really messed up when he was there. i dont have any problems with chris but i dont know how he thinks about me. i havent given him any reason not to like me, but that isnt always the case. he could just not like me because im am the son of a complete and total bitch who is ruining everyones life and thinking they are tearing hers to shreds! no she did it to herself and i keep telling her she isnt going to turn me against the people who i have trusted more than her my entire life. i love my sisters and she will not change that. she said she will pay for my cell phone but i have to tell them that if they want to talk to me they have to call that.
i have been talking much to the person who makes me happy, but sometimes i have to seem like i am happy because of the things happening here. i hope she can forgive me for pretending, but i dont want the mood to rub off, but most of the time i dont have to act because she makes me forget about it all.
i love you all my people of unhappiness,
tommy
i have called a few people to see if i can stay with them and so far i have gotten 2 nos and one maybe. karen said she would talk it over iwth chris but she doesnt know what hes gonna say because jesse really messed up when he was there. i dont have any problems with chris but i dont know how he thinks about me. i havent given him any reason not to like me, but that isnt always the case. he could just not like me because im am the son of a complete and total bitch who is ruining everyones life and thinking they are tearing hers to shreds! no she did it to herself and i keep telling her she isnt going to turn me against the people who i have trusted more than her my entire life. i love my sisters and she will not change that. she said she will pay for my cell phone but i have to tell them that if they want to talk to me they have to call that.
i have been talking much to the person who makes me happy, but sometimes i have to seem like i am happy because of the things happening here. i hope she can forgive me for pretending, but i dont want the mood to rub off, but most of the time i dont have to act because she makes me forget about it all.
i love you all my people of unhappiness,
tommy