I'm pissed. Just need to say that.

I feel like I'm losing my mind. the last few days I was ready to drive my car off a cliff, and now I'm happy for no apparent reason. I just don't understand it. I've had a horrible headache all day, yet I feel happy. I'm worried about crashing back down to unhappiness so I am unable to enjoy the happiness. I don't know. I'm just really confused ( Read more... )

I just feel blah right now. Went out last night with some friends and had a great time, but all day its just been back to reality. I just feel so down I don't know what to do, and thats a scary feeling, but at the same time, I don't care. Things are just moving way too fast and I feel like I need to get off this rollercoaster, whatever that might ( Read more... )

I took ki to coldstone today and it was fun. We talked and stuff, and totally enjoyed our ice cream. I haven't been there in over 6 months, so it was really yummy.

Anyways, thats what I did today after work. Work was okay... we got busy, but I got to do the shipment upload!!! It went well. But anyways, I'm hungry. I'm gonna eat my dinner now.

I feel crappy and like my life is taking a turn I am not comfortable with. Maybe I deserve it.

I hate depending on my family for a place to live, because it just sucks. My parents get all pissed at me when my house isn't perfectly clean, and that pisses me off. I have a job, and so does Brad, there aren't 2 of us home all day to clean everything, and sometimes when you get home from work, you want to go to sleep. Like last night, I went to ( Read more... )

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You Are The Moon
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I woke up with this weird feeling in the back of my mind, like my life didn't matter, and I was ruining other peoples futures. That is a really scary feeling.

I don't know whats wrong with me, maybe I'll talk to Brad later when I get home from work. Maybe I'm jsut feeling lonely or something. I don't know.

Well, sorta. it seems that everyone has migrated back to livejournal, and I finally hacked into my account so that I could use it again. yay!
Nothing much new here, just waiting for brad to come home.. There's a fire in the eucalyptus grove on 101 so it took me an hour to get home, hopefully traffic has cleared out by now.
Laters!
Amanda