Sometimes you just wanna be left alone....
I hate depending on my family for a place to live, because it just sucks. My parents get all pissed at me when my house isn't perfectly clean, and that pisses me off. I have a job, and so does Brad, there aren't 2 of us home all day to clean everything, and sometimes when you get home from work, you want to go to sleep. Like last night, I went to bed at 7 because I had a bad headache, and I don't feel good. Maybe I am being a PMSing Bitch, but I don't care.
I'm tired of people telling me what to do. I'm an adult, living on my own, I have my own life, so leave me alone. I'm sure dad means well, but sometimes he makes me want to drive my car into a semi headon on the freeway, but whatever. There's always so much drama, and I want that drama to stop. If I don't call him for a week, he thinks I'm mad and has a sitdown talk. I work outside my house, I have stuff to do, I'm always so tired, just leave me alone. Sometimes I feel I don't have anyone to talk to but this stupid journal, and I can't use myspact because too many people read it, then word will get around (my whole falmily practically is on myspace, its nice and everything to keep in touch, but thimes when I need to vent, I don't dare there anymore.)
To all my friends there on my birthday, thank you, it really meant a lot for you to be there. I kinda freaked out a little that day, probably should have had more to drink, but I still have that weird social phobia thing, but only with people I know, like family.
Anyways, feeling a little better since I got that out, sorry for all the pessimism
I'm tired of people telling me what to do. I'm an adult, living on my own, I have my own life, so leave me alone. I'm sure dad means well, but sometimes he makes me want to drive my car into a semi headon on the freeway, but whatever. There's always so much drama, and I want that drama to stop. If I don't call him for a week, he thinks I'm mad and has a sitdown talk. I work outside my house, I have stuff to do, I'm always so tired, just leave me alone. Sometimes I feel I don't have anyone to talk to but this stupid journal, and I can't use myspact because too many people read it, then word will get around (my whole falmily practically is on myspace, its nice and everything to keep in touch, but thimes when I need to vent, I don't dare there anymore.)
To all my friends there on my birthday, thank you, it really meant a lot for you to be there. I kinda freaked out a little that day, probably should have had more to drink, but I still have that weird social phobia thing, but only with people I know, like family.
Anyways, feeling a little better since I got that out, sorry for all the pessimism