BLah
I just feel blah right now. Went out last night with some friends and had a great time, but all day its just been back to reality. I just feel so down I don't know what to do, and thats a scary feeling, but at the same time, I don't care. Things are just moving way too fast and I feel like I need to get off this rollercoaster, whatever that might mean. I don't want to talk about it, because it hurts, but I do at the same time because I don't know what else to do. Maybe I just need some sleep...