summer officially starts today. that is real exciting. i'm missing something i'm not as happy as i should be. i really need someone to talk to like a thearapists or something. but if i asked my dad my mom would like freak out and become angry with me. i need someone who will listen and give their opinions but not tell anyone anything. an adult who ( Read more... )

things are really confusing. i feel like i'm all mixed up. i mean i wanna scream but i don't think anyone will hear. tracey and my dad are trying toget back together. when they first split i felt in a way that it was my fault then i had this felling of blah, where i felt sorry for my dad but didn't care for her then i went through an angry stage ( Read more... )

wow i'm really scared, not for me though. we got our report cards today and my bro made 2 fs and 3 ds i don't know how my mom is going to react to this one. mopre yelling curssing and everyday verbal and emotional and mental abuse. i wonder how much more i can take before i crack. i can't wait until sring break ( Read more... )

i haven't written in here in forever! well i will now. i'm at my dad's where i've been all weekend. i miss all my friends yet it is nice to get away from my mom for awhile. she was starting to get mean again. i really miss nat. even though i always tell him to shoo, nat don't bother me. little fatty natty. haha that cracks me up. i'm depressed but ( Read more... )

Wow! it is a new year, time to start fresh and forget the things that dig holes in your brains... most people got drunk and partyed but my eyes wouldn't just stay open. yesterday i got back from skiing with my dad and i ended up falling alseep at 8. Happy New Year! funny, a ritual (sry if i spelt that wrong) that we all follow, dink drive and watch ( Read more... )

i'm in sc, and i have already been to DC. i am staying here till around july, luv u guys lots. later,

AL

ya, i am at my dad's and really bored!!! i stay here then he drives me to saavanna where i meet liz and go to sc. we are all moved in and tuesday we spent the night there. i bet my mom is really bored, bcze there are still boxes to unpack! hahahaha

i'm really bored and saturday i leave for SC!

cuz... i gotta tell ya somethin reall funny. (1) i got cuts all over my elbows from those tubes... (2) that kid who i told u that was like tryin to ask me out on a date well he emailed me and this time ended it with love! hahahahaha poor kid!

thank you Gracie! i think that the tubes had too much fun with us and the camra.