scared
wow i'm really scared, not for me though. we got our report cards today and my bro made 2 fs and 3 ds i don't know how my mom is going to react to this one. mopre yelling curssing and everyday verbal and emotional and mental abuse. i wonder how much more i can take before i crack. i can't wait until sring break.
" What would you do if i told?
what if i can't keep it in?
those horrible things
that you said
that you did
that you wish that you could take back again.
what would you do if i couldn't lie?
what would you do if i were to cry?
what is i can't keep it in?
expecially at night
dreaming away
only for reality to come back again
what would you do if i went away?
maybe i can't pretend
maybe i might give in
i still love you
i still need you
but only when
i have my mom again."
" What would you do if i told?
what if i can't keep it in?
those horrible things
that you said
that you did
that you wish that you could take back again.
what would you do if i couldn't lie?
what would you do if i were to cry?
what is i can't keep it in?
expecially at night
dreaming away
only for reality to come back again
what would you do if i went away?
maybe i can't pretend
maybe i might give in
i still love you
i still need you
but only when
i have my mom again."