So I haven't updated in like a year. Probably because everything in my life is going really well right now. Usually when everything is going really well I can always manage to find something to be unhappy about. ALWAYS. I've finally figured out how to accept me for myself. Most of the time ( Read more... )

I hate fun weekends. They are such a break from reality. They make you forget all the bullshit and have fun for 48 hours ( Read more... )

That's it. I officially suck at life.
I can't save money. I can't understand school. I can't pick the rite guys. I can't make good decisions.
Fuck me.

I got a kitten! Her name is Kaci.
and it's realllly weird because I've always hated cats.
and I can barely take care of myself.
But she's really cute!
=)

I've changed every class I was registered for. I have NO CLUE what I want to do. What I want to be. I just want to be happy. I want to have money. I want to have a job I like with people I like ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I leave for my sophomore year of college. And I STILL have an lj. And I don't mind it at all. I was reading my senior year entries and laughed at myself about 100 times ( Read more... )

Courtney left yesterday. We're all leaving again to go back. I feel like I just got home. This was the weirdest summer of my life. Weirder then last summer at UF. So much weird shit happened. Italy was amazing. In some ways I wish I was still there and I didn't own a cell phone and I just did whatever whenever. I don't have an incredibly strong ( Read more... )

Every day runs into every nite. I wake up hungover and feeling gross and go to work. On break I come home for a shower/nap and go back to work. After work I am finally starting to feel good again and the drinking begins. I need to start running again. And eating green foods. And not blaming it on the fact that "it's summer!" because it's been ( Read more... )

Sex on the Beach/Laguna Beach party at my house!!
Monday, June 25- show starts at 10, drinking starts whenever!! =)
Dress cute!

This summer is just plain Crazy!