Leaving On a Jet Plane.

Aug 14, 2005 19:07

Tomorrow I leave for my sophomore year of college. And I STILL have an lj. And I don't mind it at all. I was reading my senior year entries and laughed at myself about 100 times.
Things change so much. What I was worried about then, like prom table arrangements, is nothing like what I'm worried about now, like what I'm going to do with my life or moving into an apartment.
I am absolutely SO excited about going back. This year is going to kick ass.

This summer was so lame and so fun at the same time.
I didn't do anything productive. My parents moved AGAIN to Marco Island, so I will no longer be coming "home" to Naples. I spent the whole summer at work, or with people from work. Sometimes it was fun. Sometimes it really wasn't. Sometimes I really regret what I did. Sometimes I didn't. Some things will just be a memory of that one time. I wish I saw Gina, Jamie and CeCe more. I wish I saw people that I never get to see like Brittany, Erin and my sister. I wish I went on a road trip or spent more time with my parents. I wish Harley didn't die. I wish the summer wouldn't end sometimes because I could keep doing whatever I wanted and not being responsible for myself. Sometimes I wish the summer ended sooner.

I am sooooo completely lost right now, but in a good way. I know exactly who I am for like the first time ever. I just don't think everyone else likes who I am all the time.

A- I wish I called you back so I wouldn't feel so guilty about leaving with things "unresolved" and weird. I wish I could call and talk to you like we used to, and be good friends. I wish you felt comfortable calling me. I guess that could never happen tho.
B- Funniest nite of my life EVER. Something to laugh about now.
J- I never even saw you. And for the first time it didn't bother me. But I'd still want to. And I'd probly want to 10 years from now.
P- Exactly what I needed and didn't need all at the same time. It was fun.

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