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I hate fun weekends. They are such a break from reality. They make you forget all the bullshit and have fun for 48 hours.
This is why I hate Sundays. Sundays are almost worse then Mondays because you get to dread the whole week ahead of you and think of everything you need to get done.
Jenna and Kristin came up this weekend and it reminded me of all the crazy shit that happened this summer. Back when I didn't have to be anywhere except work and I did whatever I wanted without caring. I never thought I could make such good friends in such a short time, but I did.
I haven't missed home in awhile but after this past week I do. I miss my sister and my dad. I miss our family. I miss beautiful Naples.
I can't concentrate on anything. Everything is getting so stressful and I used to care and pull through when shit happened but this time I feel like it's not even worth it. Especially with classes. I don't want to go to college anymore. I don't like my major, but I can't switch now, or think of anything better.
I have so many people to talk to, and I know it. But I still feel like I'm alone.
This is why I hate Sundays. Sundays are almost worse then Mondays because you get to dread the whole week ahead of you and think of everything you need to get done.
Jenna and Kristin came up this weekend and it reminded me of all the crazy shit that happened this summer. Back when I didn't have to be anywhere except work and I did whatever I wanted without caring. I never thought I could make such good friends in such a short time, but I did.
I haven't missed home in awhile but after this past week I do. I miss my sister and my dad. I miss our family. I miss beautiful Naples.
I can't concentrate on anything. Everything is getting so stressful and I used to care and pull through when shit happened but this time I feel like it's not even worth it. Especially with classes. I don't want to go to college anymore. I don't like my major, but I can't switch now, or think of anything better.
I have so many people to talk to, and I know it. But I still feel like I'm alone.