i never thought i'd be one of those annoying people in a long distance relationship... but it just worked out that way. we're not officially together, but we talk on the phone every night and i miss him so much. i can't think about anything else. it's not like 6 hour marathon conversations, just 20 minutes... but i worry so much that i'm not going ( Read more... )

we sat on my floor. he finally got away from packing and family and seeing friends and found an hour and a half to see me. i tried not to be bitter or jealous about the fact that i was squished in at 10:30 at night; there wasn't any point to feeling that way, it would've just made things bad ( Read more... )

i've reached a state of self-induced loneliness. all i see when i look at people is a missed opportunity to be closer with them. you can't just cram tons of memories and joy into a few weeks, but rather than face the fact that i'm not as close with a lot of these people as i'd like to be, i just don't see them at all ( Read more... )

everyone's leaving. leo left two days ago, ellie left tonight. i didn't think i'd care... but i do. i keep crying every time someone leaves- it feels so weird. it's not like they're dying, right? we'll still talk. but it signals the end of an era. i'm not a baby anymore, and in a month i'll have to pack my life up and move to san diego, whether i ( Read more... )

You Belong in San Diego
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prom was incredible. i looked beautiful, all my friends looked amazingly gorgeous, guy was lovely. he didn't act all weird and awkward. we even got some swing dancing in. i made my own corsage and guy's boutonierre. jon morag was my second date (because he was going stag and i love him), and we deeeefinitely got some good dancing in. my friends are ( Read more... )

Buff bad boy

You scored 30% masculine, 58% athletic, 27% exotic, and 25% refined!

You like your men with a boyish or feminine face but a manly body. You like him to posess bad boy looks while still maintaining some innocence. He looks like the all-American kind of hunk and I bet you love someone like.......Travis Fimmel. But ( Read more... )

I leave for Poland tomorrow at 2:15. Eek.

naomi

i'm not a religious person. i decided i didn't believe in god this summer when i got lost in the woods, and had to climb up the side of a hill to call the police because i couldn't find my way out. i was totally and utterly hopeless, and i recalled all faith in something bigger ( Read more... )