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i never thought i'd be one of those annoying people in a long distance relationship... but it just worked out that way. we're not officially together, but we talk on the phone every night and i miss him so much. i can't think about anything else. it's not like 6 hour marathon conversations, just 20 minutes... but i worry so much that i'm not going to ever be able to let go.
maybe it's weird because even though he's gone, i'm still here, so i feel like nothing's changed. maybe when i go to san diego it'll be different, when i meet new people, but so far i've been hanging out with hot guys every night and i'm just totally disinterested.
i almost feel like i'm weighing him down, but he's the one that calls me, so i guess not. i hate circumstance.
maybe it's weird because even though he's gone, i'm still here, so i feel like nothing's changed. maybe when i go to san diego it'll be different, when i meet new people, but so far i've been hanging out with hot guys every night and i'm just totally disinterested.
i almost feel like i'm weighing him down, but he's the one that calls me, so i guess not. i hate circumstance.