i love you, no more bullshit.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."

repeat, repeat.

until you've suffered as much as i've suffered ( Read more... )

sometimes i just have no reasons, no energy to do anything.
smoke instead of eat, cry instead of do anything.
get mad, instead of understanding.
i don't have the energy to try

when i read those things people list that say,
oh here, i'll example that tickle.

They’ve gone on silly dinner dates ( Read more... )

to me it feels like my life is just a sequence of tragedy.

and if things seem to be going right,
it's a lie.

or flinch ( Read more... )

i never feel pretty anymore.

shitless.

okay responsibility, your hold on me is coming close >.<
considering moving out.

legitimately.
okay go.

bad feelings?
:/
kind of.
excited? mostly.

worried. worried. worried.
i could deal with it, if it didn't become too stressful.
yes.
job hunting+meds time
ha >.ohshit ( Read more... )

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."