no matter what you think you know

[jujubescavities]

until you've suffered as much as i've suffered

i don't think you will ever understand why i act the way i do, or appreciate me for who i am.

i have hope i'll be restored,
but more than restored, to become great.

what i'm destined for, what i've always been told.
i think emerging from the pit of a fire even stronger is the purpose for the horrible things that happen to you.
you'll either be destroyed or reborn.
no longer weak