Where in the hell do I even start to catch up with this thing? Life is crazy, hectic and blurs by. What I tell myself I'll do tomorrow ends up being something that I don't get to for months ( Read more... )

My head is a mess these days, so full of thoughts from every different angle of my life that my brain threatens to go on strike. Work is insane, but it's the productive kind of insanity that keeps me going, makes me realize there is a point to my life right now ( Read more... )

Last year my birthday fell on one of the worst times in my life. Looking back on it now I had no idea how deep my depression went and the lengths I went to just to get by. I don't even know how I did it ( Read more... )

I read her LJ post about the things she might have done differently. I got most of the way through a reply when I deleted it all and decided I'd just let it lay, maybe as a small payback for her not coming to see me when I was in town. But it was something that I haven't managed to put away, so instead of writing this as a response to her post, I'm ( Read more... )

It's odd, the things you miss when you move away. The people, the places, the things. I hopped a flight home yesterday morning and after catching the best sleep I've ever managed on a plane, I landed in the bitterly cold land of home ( Read more... )

The world has kept right on spinning and I've done exactly as I should, working, sleeping, doing the laundry. But I have had a few keys of a different note flit through my otherwise monotonous melody. I've progressed at work, received a raise, and generally have more responsibility than I had before ( Read more... )

It was Christmas Eve in the big city yesterday and as I sat in a wheelchair staring out over the ramp and into the twinkling lights of homes lit up for the holiday, I wished there really had been such a thing as Santa Claus or holiday miracles. The days leading up to last night were filled with angry passengers all wound up from nerves and the ( Read more... )

Obsessions from my past seem to be the flavor this week. It makes me wonder, why did that simple cartoon about a girl in a little fuku and long pigtails ever capture me? I think sometimes it just came in at the exact moment when I had a opening for something like it, and I shudder to think that had Dragonball Z been there instead I might have been ( Read more... )

Or rather it's just been this last week. Pending charges, calls from old friends and a harsh realization have me kind of reeling a little. I'm viewing it like a points game, and so far I'm still ahead, but it's been a bad week and as we all know, when it rains, it pours ( Read more... )

So, life hasn't been very exciting. I work, I sleep and I get two days to myself in which I usually spend one as far from civilization as possible and the second exploring Chelsea. I wish I had some kind of stellar update, but it's all been pretty bland ( Read more... )