Peace,

And much love to ya.

Especially you, you were the best i ever had. 

From this point on, it only gets better.

OH YES SIRRRRRRRR

 something's missing.

And i know just what it is.

i get these emails telling me to buy her valentines day flowers.

and i want to.

i hate this.

just by myself.  no matter what.

i just feel alone in my own house with way too many people around that don't give a shit about me.

when does this stop?

can't take it anymre

like what did i do to not matter to anyone? 

 Damnit, damnit damnit.  im gonna pop, why did i lose her?  why?

And no, the falling asleep is the hardest part.  at least in the morning you have that few seconds when you think hey, maybe she sent me a text, or maybe she'll call today.  or something

 I've felt a zombie, or a prisoner or something.  Prisoner is better, because its like i'm waiting on trial ( Read more... )

5 years ago we had our first date.  Thanksgiving night.  I'm thankful for everything is those 5 years.  And counting. 

I'm writing you to catch you up on places i've been ( Read more... )

Hey chick, I'm at a loss for words, what do you say at this time ( Read more... )