Shuffle
I'm writing you to catch you up on places i've been.
You held this letter, probably got excited, but theres nothing else inside it.
In it deep right now and looking for an escape route. kinda feel like i've wasted the last couple of years. Really should have made more of Texas and now i feel more aimless than ever. Need a direction, a plan a target.
And then it became kinda worse. I had prolly the worst week of my life. it was just like this drunken parade of mistakes, tragedies, rushed actions, and regrets. I can't even explain how sorry i am about some of it. I think i can make the corrections i need to make to not make some of those same mistakes again, but im not 100% sure. and thats scary.
I think things will turn around i just need something right now. actually this is helping, just the writing. and the crying a little. I gotta lose weight again, back up to 178. no good, 23 lbs to go.
I'm sorry to the people i've hurt recently. some of the things i did i meant to do, and some of them i did not ever mean to do. wow that is so not settled.
But lets get it going, prolly gonna use this a lot, try to work on actual writing on it, not just this mind dribble.
Summary: Need a new route/I'm Sorry.
Peace, and much love to ya
You held this letter, probably got excited, but theres nothing else inside it.
In it deep right now and looking for an escape route. kinda feel like i've wasted the last couple of years. Really should have made more of Texas and now i feel more aimless than ever. Need a direction, a plan a target.
And then it became kinda worse. I had prolly the worst week of my life. it was just like this drunken parade of mistakes, tragedies, rushed actions, and regrets. I can't even explain how sorry i am about some of it. I think i can make the corrections i need to make to not make some of those same mistakes again, but im not 100% sure. and thats scary.
I think things will turn around i just need something right now. actually this is helping, just the writing. and the crying a little. I gotta lose weight again, back up to 178. no good, 23 lbs to go.
I'm sorry to the people i've hurt recently. some of the things i did i meant to do, and some of them i did not ever mean to do. wow that is so not settled.
But lets get it going, prolly gonna use this a lot, try to work on actual writing on it, not just this mind dribble.
Summary: Need a new route/I'm Sorry.
Peace, and much love to ya