You are much bigger than you know
A God you are but you don't show
The capabilities of a God

I continually hear from everyone who is there to offer advice and support
"the only one getting in your way of reaching your goals is you"

Its said somewhere along those lines.

I have an image in my mind of ways to push aside everyone who gets in the way of me finding the job I want, the future I want.

So wheres the image where I find a way to push ( Read more... )

For the past few weeks Ive been depressed again. Sleeping all day. Not even looking out the window.
It turns out the car salesman training was a bunch of bullshit. That hit me pretty hard I think.

I was good for a while, I dont know what turned me off this time. But like all the other times, it was hard, this time harder then the rest, to pull ( Read more... )

"Why do you have a diary?"

"To keep secrets from my computer"

Hahaha. I could watch this show all day long, over and over, until I all asleep.

So today was Emmas bday party and the entire time my anxiety was kicking in. I took every chance I could to sneak up stairs and lay there in my bed. Ive been sleeping again, a lot. Hours at a time. Days at a time. Hours and days at a time ( Read more... )

...doing cystal meth will lift you up until you break

Marry me. Jk I couldn't marry you, I'm not allowed to bring black people home. Dads rules. Haha.
No, but seriously, lets meet up sometime, and you can sing to me.

Im not going to lose it. Im not going to lose it. Im not going to lose it. :)

The world was made by someone else, not god ( Read more... )

Fool me fool me, go on and fool me