i think im going crazy. i dont understand anything. i just wish i knew the real reasons why. i wish i could get in peoples head. find out what there real plans are, and how they really feel and why. all im trying to do is be a good person. and in return i get shit on sometimes. i feel a strange distance sometimes. it often causes saddness. i cant ( Read more... )

so.. im here all alone at my house. nothing to do but think about myself and life. i think that i have no control over it really. im sorta lost in my feelings. im really confused. sorta scared. ive never really made a step like this in my life befor. and im not sure if its even gonna work. i dont know if im being used. taken advantage of. i dont ( Read more... )

hi lj, its been a while. let me give you all a reveiw of whats up with my life. i work all the fucking time, and it makes me tired as hell. i miss my friends. jesses birthday was so much fun. oh and one very important thing i met this girl. and she really makes me happy. and if u dont like that suck a fat wang. thank you.

josh

i wish i can make everyone around me happy ( Read more... )

well i took a test yesterday. i think i did pretty good. well i hope i did good anyway. so that i can finnally quit burger king. that place has screwed me over and over for the longest time now ( Read more... )

i want to change the world.

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some people actually still use this shit.

its really hard to explain what i am going threw right now. everything all around me seems so messed up. my tummy is killing me right now. yesterday me and kristen got into a huge fight. today... today was very weird. and i think i am very upset about it. its like im not even sure if i really even know who i am anymore. i dont know what i want i ( Read more... )

fuck the white man always trying to keep my nigger ass down.